..Close? (preciousmetalshipping)

Silver (ch. 14)

A date.. I've never had a date.
And then with a guy, I hope he doesn't think i'm gay now.
Even though he's way too hot for his own good.

Blue keeps touching my arm with his elbow.. and I hate it.

Gold smiled at me.
"So what do you want for lunch"

I flinched a little because he suddenly spoke to me.
"Uhm, bread.. with egg.. hah" I stuttered. Damn it, I hate lunchrooms.

Gold nod his head and ordered for us.
I could hear Blue rambling about something to Red, but I didn't pay attention. Everyone was staring at us. This place is giving me anxiety.

I tapped my fingers on the table repeatedly. I was really nervous.

Until Gold carefully intertwined his fingers with mine.
"Please be calm, Silver. No one is out to get you. You're safe."

"As if that's gonna help" I muttered rudely.

Red noticed that I was feeling really anxious and told Blue to shut up.

I looked down at my legs and stayed quiet the whole time.

I felt a little bad about acting like this, but I just couldn't help it.

After we finished our lunch I shyly asked if I could go home.

"Of course, you can go whenever you want"

I nod thankfully and wanted to walk home, but Gold stopped me.

"Can I, uh.. walk you home?"

"What? Why?" I asked.

He smiled.
"Because I wanna be sure you'll get home safe"

I shook my head and walked away. I don't need him here.

By the time I was home, it was already getting dark.
How long have we been there?

I had to smile a little when I read Gold's message.

Did you get home safe? Please message me soon!"

I sent him a yes and went to read my book once again.

Outside, rain started to slam on the windows again. As well as the darkness starting to catch up. I sighed and put the lights on.

I might cost me extra money, but I don't wanna be dependent of the light. Not anymore.

I decided to brush my hair in the shower.
Hm. I don't even know why I have a mirror.

My lip was busted and my head slowly started to hurt.

What a surprise.

I took my jacket off to reveal my burn scars.
If you're supposed to love your father, he's given me a hard time doing so.
Huh, the man who wouldn't even let me eat his food.
He was embarassed of me, embarrassed because I looked too much like my mom, who I have never met. Embarrassed that I was so weak. Embarrassed that I actually respected Pokémon. Embarrassed that I read literature.

Well, i'm embarrassed of the fact that that thing is my father.

I saw my eyes turning a damaged red in the mirror.
Huh, I haven't seen their red form in ages.

Guys omg I am so so sorry for this ugly ass filler after like two months with nothing but next chapter is gonna be a special pov! oh my god thanks so much for over 3K reads i'm yelling at 1 AM ;-;-;;-;