You're such a Jackass (Chris Pontius love story

Chapter 4

I woke up just as the sun was coming up, not on purpose of course. Chris' arms were still in the same place they were when we had fallen asleep. I'm lucky I woke up even if it really sucked. I knew if I didn't leave somebody would discover us. It's not like I'd have to keep it a secret, but I definitely wasn't ready to tell anyone. I've never been one to be in a long term relationship. Drama was my longest relationship that I've ever had. I'm not a hoe, I don't even sleep with guys except for every once in awhile. Most of the time I'm with the guys or I'm alone. It's nice being single and I enjoy my freedom. Every other boyfriend I had was always too clingy because my job had me spending time with men all day. Sure if I was my boyfriend I'd be intimidated too. Luckily Chris does the same thing I do. All the guys are like his brothers and he's not clingy. He likes to have fun and he's just as immature as I am. I think Chris and I could actually be something and that feeling was definitely scaring me. I ruin absolutely everything especially good relationships. To say that I'm a bit of a screw up is an understatement. I'm more like a bull in a china shop. Me and relationships just have never mixed. I NEVER get close with people because I always get hurt. Just a couple years ago I was into some bad shit. Like drugs and bad guys. No not like a bad boy or rebel, no this was terrible I was always attracted to guys that would hit me or verbally abuse. Drama was the first guy to treat me like a lady. Jackass got me out of all that shit I was into. Sure I drink, but I haven't picked up a needle in a long time and when I do drink I'm very responsible. With the help of everyone I'm finally happy and I don't take comfort in doing drugs. Very slowly and cautiously I got out of Chris' grip and slid out of bed. Quietly I opened the door and walked past my room. I peeked my head in to see that my mom had of course cleaned it. I pulled on a giant sweatshirt over my tank top that went past my shorts. Jessie gave it to me when he got back from his first tour. It's one of my most favorite thing in the world. Only because it was Ville Valo's mother flipping sweatshirt!!! That man is a fucking god!!! No one was up yet so I decided to make breakfast. This was a totally new experience for me, because I rarely cook and it's usually ramen noodles or Mac and cheese. It would be easy enough though. Soon the kitchen was a mess, but I had a tall stack of pancakes and some burnt toast for everyone when they woke up. It smelled edible so I think they'd eat it. I mean how can you cook something so simple as pancakes wrong. They even were a box mix, it's not like I made them from scratch. HA!! That is totally laughable. I'd be lying if I said I was confident in what I just made. Grabbing a monster and a plate of pancakes and syrup I sat down at the empty dinner table and indulged. Hmm it wasn't too bad. Soon I could hear people leaving their rooms. Everyone's jaws dropped to the floor when they saw I had actually cooked. "Well don't stand there like some fucking retards." I said. Their eyes snapped to me then everyone started grabbing played and filling them. Chris sit down next to me and before I knew it he had grabbed my chin and pulled my lips towards his. Of course I didn't pull away, just melted into the kiss. I could feel everyone's eyes on us. Slowly we pulled away and I was in shock. I just stared at him like a retard. Automatically my eyes instant ally found Bam's. His jaw was clenched and you could see his eye twitching. This was going to be a hell of a day.