Like I said before Ezekiel mind was his adversary so his heart believed in love but his mind & soul couldn't believe it. He believed love is just a myth that society want u to believe but it's really just an interaction between two different genders that have sex & later cheats on each other. He says no matter how much he/she says they love u they are still going to cheat. His heart was filled with air no blood; he was dehydrated, Ezekiel just can't believe in it until he's in those type of situations. Multiple people tell him don't think that way it's just not your time. But he questions himself when is my time ? When am I gonna love ? When am I gonna be special to someone ? Constantly killing himself mentally. Ezekiel believes Relationships is not even about trust, she just wanna get the money out of you & he just want a quick bust. But they show you on tv love, cherishing, and caring relationships but in reality it's just a temporary lust. Ezekiel feels that In arguments that's when true feelings come out but any other time it's just pure sugar coating. He wrote down the stages of love. Stage 1 you always wanted in there presence & begin to start being extra sweet, Stage 2 she need a break from you so she goes out with her girls, stage 3 I never loved you I just wanted your body. It seems relationships just ain't shit & never will be shit. Zoe plans to hurt the innocent before Ezekiel could get to know her. People are not really their for u they can say it all day n all night but when u both fight they leave quicker then they met you. Love isn't love without materials.
