It's hard to swallow the truth even when it's right their in your face. But Ezekiel learned that you can't force someone to be a certain way because they are going to do them regardless of what u say. He also learns that people are going to jump in & out of his life & it's up to him to let it happen or not. In situations like this he don't know if he should be happy with the lies or sad with the truth. Ezekiel has difficulty swallowing the fact that he isn't good enough for anyone around him so he rather just stay to himself & maybe someone he is attracted to will come his way.... but he think not. Ezekiel is on a particular level that an elevator can't reach & most females he attempts to talk to can not reach his level & he feels that it is his fault that he is on the particular level but it's not. It's just the females he tries to talk to are childish & is trapped inside of that state of mind & no other guy actually points out to them that they are childish but when the right guy does he gets disrespected. Girls is so confusing because they want u to be honest & tell the truth but most can't even handle the truth so most guys lie about how they feel & they be filled with joy but when someone tells them the truth they begin to feel sorrow & a sense of defeat. The mind is a powerful thing & can have you thinking something is real until your eyes wake up & see for itself.