It's times when Lucy gets in Ezekiel's face always wanting him to do something Ezekiel doesn't want to do but to him it's very tempting, Lucy could be anything you want it to be a woman, a man, Lust, money, Lucy appear as anything you desire. Ezekiel's soul went missing for couple of months, of constantly trying to make a female happy that wasn't willing to make him feel the same. He became cold & heartless & his soul was released from his body, he was just a figure that lives off of only oxygen. Sleepless nights & voracious mornings & the desire of wanting his soul back. One morning he takes a walk down his street & notices his mind speaking to him he wonders was it god or was it just him critically thinking. It was neither... if it was god he wouldn't push him to hurt himself not even a critical thought unless he's schizophrenic but Ezekiel wasn't diagnosed with schizophrenia, He sees a bus coming down the street at least 80 mph his thoughts say jump in the street you don't have anything to live for anyway. Ezekiel was hypnotized its like his soul was trapped in the darkness, he steps over the curb into the street, the bus honks he snaps out of it & jumps back to the curb, causing Ezekiel to awake from his dream. He's sweating badly & he hears a chuckle that goes ha ha In a demonic evil voice. Because of the dream Ezekiel stays awake so he doesn't resume where he had left off in his dream, he feels as if Lucy was trying to take his inner being & he refuses to give in. After the period of depression he was left alone, but something else came along a more common situation.