Ezekiel still trying to figure out the reason why they both left was it how he reacted or was it just because Zoe was in a bad mood. Maybe if he kept his mouth shut things would be still the same. He misses the texts & calls that makes his day, walking home feeling good & didn't care what nobody had to say. Actually wanting to come to school to see only Zoe & then leave, actually felt the love but now he feels that it was make believed. Ezekiel thinks Zoe didn't have interest from the start because of a lil incident that cause them to break apart. He shouldn't have texted her so they would still be the same, now eye contact is barely made. Ezekiel looks at her when she's not looking & think about all of the times when they used to talk everyday. Zoe said she wasn't worried about Ezekiel but he thought it was ok....at the moment until later it hit em. Ezekiel continues to want to fix Something that can't be fixed. I know she won't look at him the same anymore, it's like out of all of the females he have been with none of them was like Zoe. She was just so different she actually enjoyed his songs, & poems & wanted to learn the words to them, she like playing games, & she liked music. Gosh She was just so perfect, but the incident they had do u think it was even worth it ? He thinks about her all the time even when he don't want to but he just can't resist Zoe. She just natural & beautiful, she is just so phenomenal but yet he still wonders does she feel the same way. He wishes some how he could reverse time & do it over again. Ezekiel later feels like a monster, he was so close to happiness then depression got in his way, Ezekiel was really beginning to love her.
