Stories Of My Life

There's This Girl

There's this girl-I like. I'm gonna' call her Lizzy I really like her I thought she felt the same. She did. Right? Wrong! The day before I asked her out she starting going out with this guy and of course I'm not a mean person so I just went with it but of course it really hurt cause I thought she actually cared about me but like always it was a lie she doesn't she said she loved me but she doesn't she said she cares but she doesn't. Something I don't understand what's the point of pretending to like someone or lie to someone about liking them especially when they really like you or have things going on and all they want is someone to care about them and be supportive. Both of those things apply to me no one really likes me especially ever since like a month ago and now I'm kinda going back to getting bullied everyday at school it's nothing really bad but it really bugs me cause it's name calling one word or "nick name" in particular and only people that are transgender will understand what it mean and how hurtful it can be cause it's just another way of saying I'm not supportive of you and this same person is calling me "emo" cause I cut myself okay I am emo cause I like emo music that's what emo is it's a type of music and what's all this shit at my school with people saying KYS (kill your self) to everyone that has more fucking impact then people think suicide isn't a Fucking joke my bestie was hospitalized yesterday cause he or she tried to OD (over dose). Just cause someone is transgender bisexual gay has a mental illness self harms or is suicidal doesn't mean you should fucking call them a asshole, dick, bitch, a piece of shit, cunt etc or bully someone for having depressed or are bisexual gay or transgender it's just how there brains are wired and perceives what gender you are and what sex (gender) you find attractive. There's seriously nothing wrong with being a transgender boy it's hard enough without people being mean about it and if you go around telling people they should kill them self or make fun of me for being LGBT (lesbian gay bisexual transgender) you disgust me there's nothing wrong with it. And to those would are currently going threw a gay or bisexual break up your not alone one of my friends his boyfriend cheated on him your better than them if they can't see you as a partner you'll get threw it just keep fighting someone day you'll find a boy or girl that treats you the right way. Message me if you guys ever need me. Until next update and sorry this was kinda all over~Soran