Stories Of My Life

Rejected

   Before I dive into this chapter I just want to say I know why people hate me, I get why people hate a transgender Demi pansexual. The world expects you by 18 to lose your virginity and they discriminate against grey asexual, asexual, and demisexual people, a friend of mine she came out as asexual like three years ago and people give her shit about it her parents don't even think it's a thing. I never got to feel in place anywhere I look around and everyone seems to good for me to talk to or anything, I feel so uncomfortable with boys who are dating someone I care about even if I know there not a bad guy, I just always remember what happened to me and it scares the hell out of me. My best friend doesn't even get it she's never been through what I've been through then told it didn't happen or it's okay that it's was a little uncomfortable then denied reporting a I think felony to the police they didn't believe me they thought I was crazy. I don't get it I Know what happened but almost everyone says it doesn't matter or it didn't happen. My ex hates me and I miss her, I miss her soft touch, I miss her sweet scent, I miss her kisses, I miss her cuddles, I miss her soothing gaze, I miss her smooth voice, I miss everything about her. He ruined everything for me I can't even get a hug without thinking about what he did most of the time let alone a kiss, the only person that I've trust since then was Shelby she was my safe little island from all the crappy water I call my life. Callie knows Megan knows Alicia knows Liz knows Shelby knows but none of them can do anything to help make what happened to me better. I'm helpless to do anything about no adult will take me serious just 'cause I'm short and transgender😞. Until next update~Cory