Chapter 32

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Samanthas POV
*Skip until Sunday*

I'm going home today and I can't wait. This weekend has been a disaster it was suppose to be fun but with all the drama I'm done. I'm in the middle of packing so I can leave. As I finish packing Tayler comes in my room and hugs me.

"Get off of me. I never want to see you again." I said pushing him away from me.

"Sam... I'm sorry. What else do you want me to say?" He said looking at the ground.

"I want you to say nothing and leave cause I'm done with you and all of this. The fame and hate all of it I just want to leave." I said as I grab my camera and charger.

Flashback
Saturday night

"Come on babe it will be fun. Lets go." Tayler said kissing my cheek.

"Fine." I said smiling.

We went downstairs to the party Playlist was throwing. As we walk Tayler puts his arm around my waist. When we get to the party Tayler saw Karlee Steel walked over to her. Okay then just leave me. I walk over to Bre and Nathan. Nathan puts his arm over my shoulder and pulls me closer to him. I look up at him and smile. We talked for about 20 mins until I turn around and see Tayler making out with Karlee. He then came over and shoved Nathan to the ground.

"What the hell Tayler?" I said going over to Nathan.

"Why was he all over you? He knows you're mine. And what are you wearing? You look like a whore." He said as he finish his drink.

"Tayler I have been wearing this all night what are you talking about?" I said walking over to him.

"No you haven't and get away from me you whore." Tayler said shoving me to the ground.

"What the hell man? You don't shove a girl. What's your problem?" Nathan said helping me up.

"You're my problem. Stay away from my girl. She's mine." Tayler said grabbing my arm.

"Dude she's like a sister to me. Plus I don't mess with girls that have boyfriends." Nathan said looking at me.

Tayler looks at me as I look backed at the ground.

"Sam let's go." Tayler said turning around.

"She don't have to go anywhere with you if she don't want to." Bre said grabbing me.

"She does as I say." Tayler said pulling me to the other side of him.

"Samantha... You don't have to listen to him. You can leave if you want." I heard Bre say.

I kept looking at the ground and shook my head no. I just want to be alone right now. That's all.

"I'm just going to go to my room." I said leaving.

I love Tayler but after tonight I don't know what to do or say to him. He has never done that maybe he's just drank to much. Yeah that's it. As I walk back to my room my phone rings. It's Vince. I turn my phone off so nobody can call or text me. I unlock my door and go straight to the bathroom. I get my makeup bag and find a little blue case with my old razer blades. I take one out. I look in the mirror and cry. How can I be so stupid. I'm so dumb.

One cut for being stupid.
Two cuts for being ugly.
Three cuts for falling for Tayler.
Four cuts for just being me.

End of flashback.

I grab my stuff and walk out of my room. I kept walking until Bre stopped me in the hallway. She looked at me and hugged me. She always knows when something is wrong.

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