Camren - one shots

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Camila was casually laying in her hotel room scrolling through Twitter, she so desperately wanted to post how proud she was of Lauren, but she really didn't want the greeneye'd girl to be upset with her if Lucy got upset.

Even though she still had all these feelings for her ex girlfriend she wanted her to be happy, and even though it wasn't with her she'd still support the raven haired girl all the way.

She closed the Twitter app and opened tumblr, she knew tumblr would instantly make her sad but she was already in a depressed mood anyways.

She suddenly came across a quote that caught her eye "if you really love this person, no matter how bad it hurts, you'll wish them nothing but happiness even if it's not with you."

Camila stared at it for a moment reading it over and over it made her heart ache, she reblogged it and countinued scrolling. "Sometimes love is though." She remained herself as she shut her eyes and sighed.

Meanwhile Lauren was laying down in her hotel room scrolling through Instagram, she was getting so much love for coming out, she couldn't be happier. Although it did make her wonder why Camila hasn't said anything, she was the first to know Lauren was bi considering they dated.

But she shrugged it off thinking it wasn't noon yet Camila was probably sleeping, a fan account she followed on Instagram had posted a picture that caught her eye.

She saw it was a Camren account but stared at the picture, the caption said "what Camila reblogged on tumblr😭😭" Lauren looked at the picture and saw it was screenshot from Camila's tumblr. She had reblogged something that said "if you really love this person, no matter how bad it hurts, you'll wish them nothing but happiness even if it's not with you." She read it out loud and furrowed her eyebrows.

She closed her Instagram and opened up tumblr, she knew she shouldn't be lurking Camila's page but she couldn't help it.

There was another picture Camila had reblogged that said "I am so tired of living this way." It was them that Lauren had realised she knew nothing about why Camila was so sad. She used to know everything about the perky Latina, and now, nothing.

It made Lauren sad to think that maybe all this sadness was because of her. She knew Camila was in love with her, somehow Lauren couldn't help but be in love with the brunette too. Lauren kept scrolling. "We ruined each other by being together. We destroyed  each other's dreams." Lauren read out loud. "Is this about me?" Lauren thought to herself.

She kept scrolling and saw one that immediately made her heart feel heavy, "I miss the way things used to be." She read out loud as she turned off her phone and sighed. Lauren wasn't thinking when she got up and put on her shoes. She grabbed her hotel key card and walked out of her room, she walked two doors down to Camila's room and knocked on the door.

A few moments later Camila opened the door with wide eyes, "Lauren? Is everything okay?" Camila asked chocked to see the beautiful greeneye'd girl standing in front of her. "Um yes I just wanted to say hi." Lauren said as she mentally slapped herself, "I just wanted to say hi? Really Lauren?" Lauren thought as Camila smiled confusedly. "Hi." Camila said as they stood in silence for a moment, "Do you- do you maybe wanna come in?" Camila asked softly as Lauren nodded lightly and walked in.

Meanwhile the two girls completely didn't noticed that there was now knew photo trending, "Spotted: sent from an anonymous tip, Lauren Jauregui walking into Camila Cabello's room right after she came out. Is there a sparking romance going on between the two band maids?  - Chelsea Briggs "

"So what's up Lauren?" Camila asked as she sat on her bed facing the older girl, "I uh, I was on tumblr just a second ago, and I saw the stuff you've been re-blogging these past couple of days," Lauren started as Camila took a deep breath.

"Oh." Was all the younger Latina said.

"Yeah and it made me realise that I had no idea why you're so sad, and it made me realise that I have no idea what's been going on in your life." Lauren admitted as Camila looked down, "Things happen Lauren, you didn't want people to know about us and now you got your wish. What more do you want?" Camila asked sadly as Lauren sighed.

"I'm sorry I hurt you Camila." Lauren said softly as Camila sighed, "Lauren please don't go there-" Camila tried to say as Lauren cut her off.

"Camila I know I broke your heart." Lauren said as Camila looked down, "I made the stupidest mistake ever by trying to keep us a secret, I was just so caught up in what others thought. I guess I just lost sight of what really mattered." Lauren said staring at the brunette with sad eyes.

"What's done is done Lauren, there's nothing we can do about it anymore." Camila said bluntly refusing to let her walls down again.

All Lauren did was stare hopelessly at the younger girl.

"Camila stop doing that!" Lauren said as Camila looked up, "stop doing what?" She asked as Lauren sighed. "Shutting me out!" Lauren said frustratedly,

"Lauren you are the one who shut me out!" Camila yelled as she stood up and stared at the older girl. "You shut me out for two years and now you're standing here saying all this stuff about missing me and how you hate the way things are now. Things aren't like this because of me! They're like this because of you!" Camila said finally getting everything off her chest,

"You hurt me! More than anyone has ever hurt me! I loved you, and you left me." Camila hissed out as Lauren looked down at her shoes. "Camila we were teenagers! I was fifteen years old, I was stupid, I thought everyone would hate me, would hate us." Lauren said softly as Camila looked down,

"Camz just tell me one thing and if you don't, then I'll leave you alone forever. Do you still love me?" Lauren asked gently as Camila looked up at her with tears in her eyes. "Of course I love you Lauren, I've always loved you, I love you more and more everyday if that's even possible to love someone that much." Camila said as she let a few tears fall,  "Then kiss me Camila." Lauren said staring at the girl, "Kiss me because I love you too." Lauren said as Camila stared at the older girl with wide eyes.

Lauren grabbed her face and smashed there lips together, "Oh my god." A voice said causing them to pull away and there was Dinah, Normani and Ally standing right there by the door.

"W-what are you guys doing here?!" Camila asked quickly as Normani got her phone out, "There's a picture trending on- on TMZ, of Lauren walking into your room." Normani said showing us the picture.

"I guess Chelsea Briggs was right." Ally mumbled.

"It's Camren yo!" Dinah said grinning.