Camren - one shots

Who do you love?

Camila's pov

Today was the day. I was finally going to say it. I was going to tell everyone. Today, they were going to find out the truth. The truth about Karla Camila Cabello. I had known it for a couple of years, but I was never ready to tell anyone until now. It never felt this strong before.

I guess a lot of people predicted it. I was always...different. I loved someone I shouldn't. And I was going to tell the world that in just a few minutes. I was going to tell my love how I really felt.

"Mila!" A voice called from behind me.

I spun around to see Ally standing in the doorway of my dressing room. "What?" My heart was pounding, and not just because she had scared me.

"The interview's about to start. We've got a minute and a half. Let's go!" She demanded, dragging me out of the room.

I took my seat between Lauren and Normani on the stage and scanned the crowd. I was planning on starting the interview by telling them the secret. I just wanted to get it over with.

"Camz?" Lauren whispered. I turned to face her and she gave me a small smile. "You okay?" I nodded absentmindedly and she squeezed my hand.

"CAMREN!" A few people in the audience yelled, making my heart beat even faster.

"So, I'm here today with Fifth Harmony." The interviewer starts as he takes his seat at the other end of the stage. The entire crowd screamed and my stomach turned: we were getting closer and closer to my confession. "How are you girls today?"

"Actually," I take a deep breath and stare at the ground. "I, um, I have something to say." Everything around me was silent and I felt everyone's eyes were on me. Probably because they were. "I...have you ever...loved someone that you're not really supposed to love?" I saw a few nods when I shifted my gaze to the hundreds of people in front of me. "Well, I...I've never had a boyfriend because...." I was shaking and I wondered how noticeable it was. "I..I'm.." I stutter, nervous to let out my next words. "Im gay. I'm sorry..." I started to cry, but I couldn't really figure out why.

"OH MY GOD, CAMREN!" Someone shouted. The entire crowd erupted into chaos, screaming about whether or not it was Lauren that I liked.

She squeezed my hand again and I looked into her eyes. "Is it me?" She asked quietly. I shut my eyes tight and forced myself to think straight. To not let all of the yelling get to me and influence my answer. I had to tell everyone the entire truth.

"Guys," I say loudly, waiting for the noise to cease so that I could continue. "I..I don't love Lauren." I didn't look up at her, but I could sense that she was hurt.

"Who do you love?" Dinah questioned gently.

I let go of Lauren's hand and turned to the girl on my right. I was so scared to say it. I didn't want to be rejected. "I,um.." A smile appeared on my face when she blushed. "I love Normani."