I can't live without you

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Lauren's pov

I was driving home and I got a text from Camz.

babygirl💕🍑: Laur, babe when will you be home?
me: I think less than an hour my love
babygirl💕🍑: okay Lo, she you then
me: I love you baby
babygirl💕🍑: I love you too Laur.

I kept driving and driving, I couldn't wait until I was home so I could finally see my girl. I looked down at my phone again to see Camila calling me, I quickly picked up and spoke,

"Hey Camz, what's up?"

"Hey Lo, I just wanted to hear your voice."

"Well aren't you too cute?"
I heard her giggle, one of my favourite sounds of all time

"Only for you."

"Well I have to go now love, I'll see you later. Love you babe."

Camila's pov

"I love you t-"

I was cut off by a loud crashing noise, I coul her Lauren scream. I coul hear my love scream on the phone and I couldn't do a single thing, not even a bit. The sound stopped before I could tell, I was in shock.

Dinah walked in and asked me 'what's up'.

"Laur, s-she was in a car accident because of me. We need to go to the hospital now Dinah!"

"Alright Camila, first you need to calm down a bit, come get your stuff and we'll leave."

I grabbed my belongings and stepped into Dinah's car and we drove to the hospital. I ran to the counter as fast as I could.

"I NEED TO SEE HER, PLEASE, LAUREN JAUREGUI"

"I sorry ma'am, you'll have to wait, M's. Jauregui is currently going through a surgery."

"When can I see her?" I nervously asked and ran my hands through my hair.

"Please take a seat and we'll let you know."

I sat down with Dinah, we almost waited for 3 hours when we saw a doctor walking to us.

"Family of Lauren Jauregui?"

Dinah and I stood up as soon as we heard those words.

"How is Lauren?"

"I am truly sorry, there was nothing else we could do, but Ms. Jauregui is in a coma."

I just stared into the distance, I felt like I was going to pass out. I had to see her.

"W-when can we see her?"

"Right now, follow me and I'll take you there."

We made it to the room, and there she was, lying there because of me. I didn't even notice it until now but the tears were streaming down my face non-stop. I hate myself, I put her into this position. I did this to her.

"Ma'am, we will have to pull the plugs if she doesn't wake up in 2 months."

"No! You can't fucking give up in her! Please! Give her all the time she needs, please!" I was on my knees begging to the doctor with tears streaming down my face, Dinah had to pull me up and I noticed she was crying too.

"I'm sorry, but we have to."

3 months later

It's been a month since I lost her, all because of me. I don't sleep anymore, I don't eat. I lost my Lauren. All because of my needy self. I still text her everyday, hoping for a reply.

Me: I miss you, I can't live without you.

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