Camren - one shots

Notes

Cred To  grandefordemi

"You're beautiful."

"Your eyes are the most vibrant eyes that I've ever had the pleasure of seeing."

"You should wear skirts more often."

"I think I'm falling in love with you."

"Your mind is like a web. There's so many different ideas and it's so complex but everything fits together one way or another."

"You never notice me but I always notice you."

"I love your hair like that."

"You're so beautiful in every way and it sucks that you can't even see it."

Lauren's pov

Another one? I wonder who keeps putting them in my locker.

"I bet by now you're wondering who I am and it's probably infuriating you and causing you to wrack that beautiful, complex kind of yours. Well, I guess you deserve a clue and it's long overdue on my part. In English class yesterday, the way you spoke about how some things are just metaphors, a reason with a deeper meaning, made me think of two things, sadly both depressing. First it made me think about Gus in TFIOS and how the cigarette he has is about putting the thing that kills you where it, want to be but not giving it the power to do so, and secondly it reminded me of a part out of Looking For Alaska, 'Y'all smoke for fun, I smoke to die'."

"Secret admirer?" Normani asks as she notices the piece of paper in my hand and the smile on my lips. I nod, not trusting my mouth to work and the words to flow out correctly. "Who do you think it is?"

"She's in my English class" I comment.

"How do you know?" I pass Normani the note as she read over it. "Ah okey, but how do you know it's a 'she'?"

"The handwriting, it's feminine."

"Who's in your English class then?"

"Ariana, Alexa, Dinah..."

"Looks like Dinah got a crush on you" Normani jokes as she raises her eyebrow.

"Ew, did I just hear that right? You better be shitting me Mani" I hear Dinah complain as she, along with Ariana and Alexa, walks up behind us and slaps Normani on the arm.

"Well it's either you or one of these two idiots."

"Mani stop, it can't be any of them" I complain.

"Are you sure that there aren't any other girls in your English class?"

"I feel so lost right now. What the hell are you two talking about?" Alexa asks.

As Normani fills the girl in on the notes and the clue I see her, Camila Cabello. She looks effortlessly beautiful today, just like any other day. I wish Camila would notice me but she never will - she's way out of my league. She's in my English class but I know she's not the one sending me notes, it's just not possible.

The way she talks is so complex but so simple at the same time. She always makes you wonder how you didn't get that when studying something. The way her brain processes information and her words flow is just so literally beautiful. She's just not a pretty face, or body.

"Lo" Ariana drags out the 'o' as she waves her hand in front of my face. I show my head and focus on the group of girls in front of me.

"Yes?"