Honeymoon Avenue

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Lauren's pov

I wonder if Camila saw the look I gave her while we were filming the new cover? I'm sure everyone else did. Camren has always been the main ship of Fifth Harmony, or should I say had? I couldn't help but feel left out when she flirted with Normani; sending her tweets about how pretty she was and writing her a poem. Why didn't I get a poem? She loved me first. I was her first kiss. I was her first....everything. What she said was true about never having a boyfriend, but she had a girlfriend. She had me.

I hated the jealous feeling I got in the pit of my stomach every time I saw that gif of her and Ariana Grande. I didn't even know if they had a ship name yet but they were starting to get really popular. Fan fictions written about them, photoshops with captions, saying that she left me for her....

The tweets were the worst though. It wasn't a lot. I'm sure I've sent her more. The contents of them is what made me so mad.

"Happily married."

"Working late tonight Hun, give the kids a kiss goodnight for me."

I knew it was a joke. It was all just one big, childish tease. Some people took it seriously, though. I tried not to be one of them. It was just so hard to see her flirt with other people. Even Dinah. It was almost impossible for everyone to see them as more than friends but I felt like everyone was a threat. What happened to Camren? Maybe she didn't want me anymore. Maybe that was the problem. But, what did I do wrong? What made her stop loving me?

I felt my phone buzz in my pocket and pulled it our, half-heartedly checking the message.

Camz <3:
Come to my room.

That was it? Okay...

I paused open the door to her bedroom to see her sitting on her bed staring at her phone. I was guessing that she expected a reply from me. Oops. I glanced at the laptop lying next to her and saw that she was on 5hfanfiction's tumblr. She was reading Camren. She clicked a different tab and showed me a Camren video that she had been watching. "I want this to be real again..." She whispered. My heart broke and soared at the same time as I ran over to wrap her in a tight hug. "I'm sorry if I hurt you Lauren" I dint answer as she pulled me down next to her on the bed. "Do you still love me?"

I smiled, chuckling slightly as I leaned in for a slow kiss. I poured all of my emotions into it, feeling my pain melt away with every second. "I love you Camz," I mumble when we break apart. "And I will never, ever stop."

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