Falling For You

Chapter 19.

Vanessa P.O.V

"Mom," I huffed and put on a fake smile while I turned around to look at her.

"Where have you been?" She asked while moving closer to me, but I backed away pressing myself against the front door.

"Honey who's at the-" I heard the man say as he walked beside my mom and looked me up and down.

"Mm well who's this?" He said very sexually into my moms ear and a chill ran down my spine.

"This is my daughter Vanessa," she responded and clearly she was drunk from the amount of slurs in her words.

"Well you are beautiful Vanessa," he said and took the weed out of his hand and gave it to my mom.

He slowly walked over to me, and I tried moving away from him but he firmly grasped my hips to make sure I would stay there.

"Mm how do you feel about this," he whispered into my ear sending another chill down my spine.

"I think she'll like this," I heard my mom say and I moved my face away from the man who was leaning in.

I felt one of his hands start moving away from my hips to my waist line.  I heard the button of my jeans come undone and I quickly pushed him off of me.

I tried opening the door, but he forcefully kept it closed.

"Feisty aren't we," he mumbled and his breath was at my neck.

His hand was slowing moving down my pants and I screamed at the top of my lungs hoping someone would hear.

"Please s-stop," I mumbled and he just laughed.

I continued to scream as his hand reached under my panties.  Then, I felt the door burst open on my back sending my forward.

"What the hell is going on here!" I turned around and ran straight into Shawn's arms.

"Shawn what are you doing here?" My mom asked while taking a hit of the joint.

"Oh calm down sir we were just having a little fun now weren't we?" He said and his question was directed at me.

"Go to hell," I muttered and grabbed my bag off of the ground.

I looked up at Shawn who was glaring at the man and my mom.

"Can we please just go home please," I whispered low enough so he could hear and he nodded.

"Come back soon Vanessa so we could continue this!" The man called out before we could fully close the door.

We walked down the driveway, and to the next house which was Shawn's. 

"What happened in there?" He asked while wrapping his arm around me.

"I-I don't want to t-talk about it," I said and we walked up to his house.

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It was almost midnight, and I couldn't sleep.  I had my small body wrapped around Shawn's who was letting out cute snores.  He always looked so peaceful when he slept. 

As much as I wanted to sleep, I couldn't.  My mind was somewhere else.  Whenever I would try to close my eyes, I would see that man.  I would hear his voice and his touch.

Each time I felt that, I would start having an anxiety attack.  I had to sleep, but I couldn't.

"Ness," I heard Shawn's voice mumble and I looked up to see him looking up at me.

"What are you doing still awake?" He whispered while pulling me even closer to him.

"I-I just can't sleep," I said and buried my head into his chest.

"Why not?" He asked.

"Because whenever I do I see that man," I said and he hugged me tighter.

"I'm so sorry Ness.  I shouldn't have let you go in there alone," he said and I shook my head.

"No don't apologize you had nothing to do with this," I said and moved up so I would be face to face with him.

"I just wish I was there to stop all of it," he said and I nodded.

We looked at each other in absolute silence, and his hands were fiddling with mine.

"So are you going to tell me what happened?" He said and I nodded.

"He touched me, and h-he um, tried to touch me," I said and stopped at the end to look down at myself.

"He tried to touch you where?" He said and his voice went firm.

"Down there," I mumbled and I could feel his muscles tighten.

"He's not getting away with that!" He yelled and jumped out of bed.

"Shawn don't! He didn't touch me there you came right when he was about to! I'm fine!" I said and ran after him as he stormed down the stairs.

"Shawn stop!" I yelled as he was about to open the garage door.

"Why not Vanessa! He tried raping you! This can't go without consequences!" He yelled back and I ran over the grab his arm.

"Stop! Please! I'm fine okay! Look at me!" I yelled while trying to pull him back.

"Vanessa," he mumbled and turned back to look at me.

"I'm fine Shawn.  I just want to be with you tonight," I said and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Okay," he mumbled while leaning down to meet my lips. 

The way this kiss felt was nothing like the others.  This one was different.  It was more rough and filled with lust.

I felt his arms pick me up and carry me up the stairs while trying not to break the kiss.  In seconds, my back felt the soft material of his bed.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" He said and I nodded.

"This is all I want," I said and pulled his lips back to mine.