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"Guilty."

Lyrics;

"So fuck me on the bathroom floor, and I'll pretend I don't love you anymore."

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"So we will meet tomorrow after I'm finished with work and head over to the house. Everything is in the basement." Jungkook said before shaking all three boys hands.

"Thank you for reaching out to us." Youngjae said his right hand clasped firmly in Jaebums hand.

"And Jaebum we do think the person who also did that to you is still out there."

"I hope we can find justice."

"I hope we can too."

"So I'll see you tomorrow?" Taehyung asked as they both stood infront of their reserved doors.

"I think you will."

After a small smile from the older they both walked into their separate homes.

Upon Jungkook walking inside he slid off his leather shoes changing in to fluffy slippers. His suit jacket yet again thrown onto the couch that he soon sat on.

"My mind is going crazy."

After a while of just staring at the ceiling Jungkook got up to eat some ramen. He didn't feel like cooking at this moment, his body felt drained from everything.

With instant noodles shoved into his mouth and no shirt on there was a knock on his door.

"Hold on!" Jungkook shouted standing up to walk to the door his sweatpants low on his hips.

"Hello- Oh Hyung."

Taehyung was rubbing his face looking tired as ever.

"Yoongi and Jimin are fucking in one of my spare bedrooms. I can't sleep."

"Well come in."

They both took a seat on the huge couch.

"Why are they fucking in your house and not Yoongis?"

"Because after Jimin-Hyung got kicked out he started to stay at my house and pay rent."

"Why did they kick him out?" The younger asked slurping some noodles, Taehyung chuckled at the youngers antics.

"They kicked out for being gay."

"That's stupid."

"As stupid as it is, this is Korea."

"You would think since it's 2017 people would be more open." Jungkook said with a shake of his head.

"We live in a country that is still a couple years behind."

Jungkook only nodded before slurping down the rest of his noodles.He quickly left to go use mouthwash to clean out the ramen taste before coming back to the couch to sit next to the elder. Taehyung took a good look at the younger.

Jungkook was handsome there was no doubt about it, but if you looked at Jungkook long enough you could see every freckle that made up his face. The tiny scar on his jaw, some acne that showed he was in fact still 18.

Still a kid.

A kid helping Taehyung remember his past.

Taehyung gave a quick peck to the youngers cheek, startling the raven who turned to look at the older.

"Thank you..."

"For what?"

"For being here. For being you."

The words hit Jungkook like a gust of harsh wind. He felt like he couldn't breath.

Jungkook kissed the elders nose.

"Thank you."

"What for?"

"For liking me."

Taehyung looked into his dark eyes trying to search for any emotion that could expose the youngers feelings. But there was nothing.

The now brunette wanted to think Jungkook was just someone he was attracted to.

But as his lips clasped onto the younger lips, and his hands trailed up Jungkooks muscular body.

He didn't know if that was true anymore.

Jungkooks wet lips trailed the elders jaw and collar bone. The heat between was greater than it should be for two boys who knew this was wrong.

There's so many things wrong with this situation. They both knew that.

You can't make having sex with your dead brothers little secret romantic.

Both their shirts were gone and soft moans filled up the room with sins.

Jungkook felt his mind be fucked as he fucked Taehyung.

Flashbacks of his gaze on Taehyung when he was 14 protruded his mind.

T

aehyungs hands were laced into the ravens hair. Fingernails scraping the youngers scalp. Jungkooks mouth never left the elders neck. Marks left to be reminders of what they shouldn't be doing.

The flash of a memory made it's way into Taehyungs mind.

It was him in a car.

The car swerved.

Taehyung opened his eyes breathing heavily, trying to erase it.

He didn't wanna ruin this moment.

Because at this moment he felt needed.

While Jungkook felt guilty.

Guilty for wanting Taehyung.

Although Taehyung was asleep on the couch, Jungkook was back into his boxers and joggers with no shirt on. Standing in the kitchen with a glass of water in front of him. From where he stood he could see Taehyungs body rising and falling as he slept, his mind was going crazy knowing in any other situation he would be laid down next to him.





Why does he feel so guilty now?



♡ short filler chapter, unedited♡

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