Stay; Andy Fowler (A Roadtrip Fanfiction) (COMPLETE)

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I had to worst headache, my theorist was dry, I couldn't breathe properly, I forced my eyes open, squinting as a bright light was shining in my eyes

'Good morning' Andy said poking his head over the bed frame, he jumped down from the table and I sat up, my eyes still adjusting to the light

'Morning' I chocked out, my throat hurting even more, Andy frowned and handed me a glass of water

'Here have some of this' I smiled and sipped the drink, Brook and Mikey walked in, he made eye contact with me, I could feel myself burning up, I was sat in a room with two guys, possibly the father to my baby, and one guy who knew.

Since the night me and Brooklyn were together things had been fine, we had forgotten about everything, put it in the past, but now it's back, it's caught up with us and I didn't know what to do. Tour started tomorrow so the whole room was a mess, everyone's bags being packed, clothes thrown everywhere.

'We're all going for something to eat soon, you gonna join?' Brook asked jumping down onto Mikeys bed, I could see Mikey keep looking over at him, looking slightly annoyed, then looking at me. I shook my head at Brook

'I'm not feeling the best, I think I'll just stay here and rest' Andy kissed my forehead

'When I get back I'll make you feel better, I promise' I smiled and lay down, watching the boys trying to fold clothes

After a while of things being thrown around, people loosing things, everyone got abut stressed and went for food, apart from Mikey, he wanted to stay and finish packing. I knew he was going to want to talk about everything

'How are you feeling' I shrugged

'Alright, just got a headache' I replied bluntly, hoping he'd leave me alone

'You need to tell him, he's here thinking everything's okay, he needs to know you're having a baby, that might not even be his' I closed my eyes

'Mikey stop please, it is his, I'll tell him when I'm ready' I heard him sigh

'I can't believe it, you and Brook, surely you knew better, why would you do this to Andy?' My heart was breaking

'Mikey stop' I said trying not to cry, I already felt so bad, he was just making me feel worse

'You love him, I know you do, why did you get with Brook, and why did Brook let you, he should've said no' the more he spoke the more my heart hurt. Tears were running down my face, a lump had formed in my throat, I was facing the wall so he couldn't see me 'you need to tell him, I can't keep this in much longer, he's my best mate Gabby' I spun around

'Mikey I know I need to tell him, you having a go at me for it isn't going to change anything, I know it was a stupid mistake, and now I'm paying for it, so if you're going to carry on making me feel even worse than I already do I'm just going to leave' he looked at me blankly, my whole face was covered in tears, my body was shaking, I was cold but also too hot. He came up to the bed, and held my hand

'Gabby I love you, I just don't want my best friend to be clueless, he deserves to know, and whatever happens I will be here, I promise' I tried to smile but I couldn't, I just lay back down and closed my eyes, hoping I could sleep away all my problems.

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'Boys I can't believe we're on tour again' Rye said driving us to Manchester

'It's gonna be sick' Brook replied, we were in ryes little car, me and Andy were sat in the back, Brook and Rye in the front, Jack was with Charlie and the merch and Mikey was with Blair. We had been driving for a couple hours and had stopped for a McDonald's

'I can't wait for them to hear the new songs' Andy said, mid eating a chip

'I'm praying that they like them' Rye replied

'They will, they're awesome' I said looking out the window, I was nervous to get to the venue, so many fans had been hating on me, what if the fans there are the fans that were threatening me, I tried to push it away but it always came back, every time  I looked at Andy I felt guilty, so I continued to watch the cars drive past

'Are you excited to be coming back to Manchester?' Andy asked, I clicked back into reality and looked at him

'Erm yeah, it's weird, I've not been here for so long' I replied, the last time I was here was for my mums funeral, it was going to be weird seeing all my friends again, I had arranged to meet with a few of them before the gig, while soundcheck and all that was going on, we weren't as close as we used to be, simply because I didn't see them all the time, we rarely spoke anymore and when we did it was abit awkward, nothing to talk about but memories, things that used to happen.

They dropped me in the town centre so I didn't have to walk from the venue, it wasn't far but Andy wanted to make sure i got there okay. It was weird, seeing everything again, after such a long time, I used to come town every weekend, now I don't even remember anything, it's all completely new to me

'GABBY' I turned around to my friend wrapping her arms around me

'Hey' I said trying to be enthusiastic

'How have you been? It's been so long' I smiled

'I know, I've been fine, you know as well as I can living with 5 guys' she laughed and we started walking to find the others. We all shopped for about bit we mainly sat in our main Starbucks, we always came here, the staff knew us all, now they know everyone but me, I felt like an out cast, I didn't know what any of them were talking about, things that happened while I was away

'So gabs, are you here overnight?' I looked up, I was distracted by my drink

'Sorry what?' I asked

'Are you okay? You're in a world of your own over there' I smiled

'Just tired that's all' she nodded

'I said are you staying overnight' I nodded and sipped my drink

'Yeah, going to Liverpool tomorrow morning' I replied and looked around awkwardly

'So how's Andy? Does he still even remember us now he's getting famous' I laughed

'Of course he remembers you all, you're his friends as well'

'Well tell him we all need to catch up soon, it's not the same around here with you, or him' I smiled and as soon as I finished my drink I made an excuse as to why I had to go back to the venue. I hadn't forgotten the way back, I used to come here all the time, me and my friend would come for a drink, listen to some music, Andy would sometimes perform, little bar gigs around Manchester every now and again.

'Gabby?' Two girls said walking towards me, I smiled

'Hey, you alright?' They nodded

'Could we get a photo?'

'Of course we can' we took a few photos and they carried on to get food, I saw people queuing, I took a deep breath and walked to the door, there was only one entrance I could go to, it was locked so I had to knock, hoping someone would hear me

'Gabby, how are you?' A few people asked, I smiled

'I'm fine thanks guys, are you all okay?' They nodded in reply, my heartbeat was still fast and I was still a little uncomfortable, so many people were shouting my name

'You're so pretty'

'I love your hair'

'Where's your jacket from?'

'She's such a bitch, whys Andy even with her?' I heard someone say

All the good comments just got pushed away when I heard bad ones, I just didn't understand, why did they hate me,  a few fans started arguing as hey must have heard the comment, I felt really uncomfortable, I needed to get inside. I text Andy and Blair hoping one of them would come out.

The door opened after a few minutes and Andy was there, the girls screamed as they saw him and I quickly went inside, he said hi and lead be to the other boys, everyone was getting ready, me and Mikey were sat down

'You okay?' Mikey asked as I was breathing quite heavily

'I can't do it Mikey'