Stay; Andy Fowler (A Roadtrip Fanfiction) (COMPLETE)

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It was Friday morning, and was quite sunny which was a rarity in Manchester, I hadn't really done much the past few days, I hadn't left the house. My mum was at work and I was sat, just looking out the back door, I had one of knees up to my chest and the other resting on the chair next to me.

I was spinning my phone on the table, now I had logged of all my social medias, all I was receiving was texts from the boys, once Blair had told them I was officially leaving, they would text me as much as they could. My phone began to ring and I answered, but I didn't say anything

'Hello?... Andy.... Andy can you hear me?' Mikey said through the phone, I couldn't hear anyone with him 'Andy please just speak to me...' he sighed 'fine just listen, the fans are noticing a change, you're not on twitter, or instagram, and you're not in the live.lys, please could you just tweet or something, because until you sign out of your contract you are still a member of roadtrip and you need do your job' he said, with a slight bit of anger in his voice

'Okay' I replied bluntly and put the phone down before he could say anything else. I went onto twitter first, logging back in, all the tweets piling in, before tweeting I scrolled through my feed, a picture of two fans, wearing jumpers with my name on popped up, I smiled, it was weird seeing people wearing my name on their clothes

'This boy is my real life superhero, I don't care what people say, he deserves all the happiness he gets, and has my full support, forever and always'

The ending made my heart ache, forever and always, I just pictured Gabby in my mind, I clicked on her profile and went to send her a dm, I saw she had sent me a paragraph

A tear escaped my eye, just seeing someone say I had changed their life, saved their life, made me so happy, knowing I had saved someone, even if it's one person, it makes my whole job so worth it, knowing I have such an affect on people's lives, it's really heart warming, I replied and thanked her for everything, making sure she knew I was always here for her.

'What're you legends up to today?👑🌵'

I liked a few replies and logged back out, posting a quick selfie from a while ago on Instagram and placing my phone back down.

Me and Blair had agreed to meet each other at the London show, I didn't have to perform as by the time the show started I'd already be officially out of roadtrip, it hurt to think about not being in the band, but it hurt more thinking about still being there, and I knew this was the right thing to do, for myself.

I grabbed my things and left, heading for the train station. I only had my little bag as I was staying in a hotel for one night and then coming back home. I hadn't seen the boys for nearly two weeks, it was weird doing the journey I was normally so excited for, dreading the train coming to a stop.

4 hours later I was stood on the platform, Blair had said he would pick me up but I said I was fine making my own way. My hotel wasn't to far away and once I was in my room I got into bed and slept. I wanted tomorrow to be over and done with, be in my past.

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Blair picked me up in the morning, he rolled the window down, looking quite sad

'You alright mate?' I nodded and slid into the seat next to him, it was slightly awkward, knowing I was on the way to pay out of my contract, putting a lot of stress on him 'are you sure you want to do this, I know you can get through this, this is your dream' he said as we drove to the venue, I sighed

'I have to do this, it's what's best for me, I can't be around him, I just can't' I replied, taking a deep breath in, trying to stop the lump forming in my throat. He looked at me, worry in his eyes