Stay; Andy Fowler (A Roadtrip Fanfiction) (COMPLETE)

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'I just can't do this, be on tour, be around Andy and Brook every single minute of every single day with what's happening' I explained when Mikey asked what was wrong

'Is this because of the baby situation, or the hate you're getting' I shrugged

'Maybe abit of both, I don't know, I'm just so stressed, what do i do?' He didn't reply just looked at me, tears began to fall, I pulled my knees up against my chest, burring my head in between, we sat in silence, I could hear Mikey on his phone and a few minutes later someone walked in, I looked up, tears blocking my view, I blinked and saw Andy

'Mikey text, what's up babe?' He said coming over, sitting next to me and placing his hand on my leg, just looking at him, knowing what I had done to him, all the guilt inside, I burst into more tears, a horrible cry, loud, so many tears, I couldn't help it, I heard Mikey leave and Andy grabbed my hands

'I'm sorry, Andy I'm so so sorry' he searched my face for any answers

'What? Baby you're worrying me' I wiped my eyes, trying to calm myself down so I could speak

'I, I can't do tour.. it's too much, all the fans they're so many, and they all hate me' he shook his head

'No, they love you' I shook my head viciously and gave him my phone, I had deleted the dm about the baby, his eyes scanned the screen, flicking through message after message 'Gab, what, why didn't you tell me, these go weeks back, why haven't you told me?' I shrugged

'I didn't want you to worry, I thought I could sort it, deal with it but it's gotten worse, Andy they hate me, and I don't know why' he put my phone on the table behind him

'Listen to me, they are wrong, you are beautiful, perfect and I love you, that's all that matters, I know it's hard, but you have to try to push past those messages and focus on the good ones' he pulled me into his arms, my safe place, he put one hand on my head and I cried into his shoulder.

All the crying made me tired and the next thing I know Andy was lying me down on the sofa, covering me with his fluffy cardigan, he placed a kiss on my head, turned the light off and sat on the chair opposite, I snuggled into his cardigan and drifted off to sleep.

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'ROADTRIP' I jumped up as I heard the boys shout, they were getting ready to go on, having their traditional group huddle, my eyes were still heavy and I sat up

'Good luck boys' they looked at me and smiled

'Thanks Gabs' they all ran off to stand by the stage, Andy quickly kissed my hand and smiled before running after them. I wrapped his jumper around me and walked over to the side stage, watching them perform, it was my favourite thing to do, seeing them all doing what they loved, it was such an incredible feeling.

After the show had finished and they were doing the meet and greet, I was cleaning around the room and quickly grabbed my things, throwing them into Andys bag and leaving to the car, hoping to avoid any fans, luckily they were all at the meet and greet or waiting outside so I got straight in the car and Charlie dropped me at Andys house.

Me and Andy were staying there the night so he could catch up with his family and be at home for a little bit. I was the first to arrive back and while I waited I made a hot chocolate. I walked around the corner into the living room, Andys cardigan still wrapped around me

'Oh Gabby, you're back, I thought you'd be with Andy' his mum said putting her things down, I shook my head and sat on the sofa

'No, I didn't want to stay for the meet and greet, I'm quite tired' she plopped onto the sofa and closed her eyes

'Tell me about it, I might go to bed' she looked at me and smiled, standing back up 'night darling'

'Night' I replied and she went upstairs. Andy was arrived home a few hours later, he shut the door and fell onto the sofa, looking up at me

'I'm never moving' he laughed, a goofy smile and sat up, leaning on my shoulder 'can I ask you something?' I smiled and nodded in response, sipping my drink

'Of course' I smiled, a big smile, showing all my teeth

'How would you feel if I said, maybe you shouldn't come in tour with us' he said slowly hoping I didn't go mad, my stomach dropped in a good way, I smiled

'I think it'd be best' he nodded and put his hand on my knee

'I'd love to have you there but I think you just shouldn't be around all the fans if they are upsetting you, or making you feel uncomfortable' I nodded in agreement

'Yeah, I'm sorry it's come to this, that I can't support you' he shook his head

'It's not your fault, you have nothing to apologise for, and you are supporting me, even when you're not with me' I kissed him, his face went serious and I frowned 'one more thing' I looked at him

'Yeah?' I said hesitating as I didn't know what was coming next, he took a deep breathe in

'I think you should, erm move to New Zealand'