Stay; Andy Fowler (A Roadtrip Fanfiction) (COMPLETE)

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'Oh a, I don't know what to say' the crowd screamed, the boys looked confused as to what was happening. Their smiles grew when they saw, I walked up the stairs, looking out to the crowd

'LONDON, how's everyone doing tonight! Who's ready to party' the screams got louder, I continued my part which Rye was meant to be singing

'Andy what're you doing?' Mikey asked whispering to me, his eyes full of hope

'I can't do it, this is my family' I looked out to the crowd as Rye was singing, he hugged me. Although the boys had rehearsed the whole set without me it went well, we just went from the rehearsals I was at, when we were performing the song dedicated to the fans, I went over to the Twitter girl, sat down on the edge of the stage and sang to her, her smile lit up the whole room, this is why I loved what I did, I could make people happy, I grabbed her hand and joined the rest of the boys again.

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'London, you've been incredible! Thankyou' Brook shouted while we all ran off, our adrenaline was pumping, as it always was after a show, we all stood in the green room, they all turned to me as I was behind them all

'Andy you came back' Jack said, in between breaths, I nodded

'I couldn't do it to the fans, and we're a family, through whatever' I said, looking at Brook

'Andy I'm sorry' before he could say anything I hugged him

'I forgive you, it might take me a while to get used to it but we're okay' his smile grew, Blair walked in, looking stressed

'Andy you can't just do that' he said throwing his hands in the air

'I'm sorry but the show went fine, the fans loved it' he smiled

'Not the show. You can't make me cry again' he replied and I smiled

'Did you really cry' I asked quite shocked, he shook his head

'No but I could've, it was very touching' he laughed and hugged me 'so does this mean you're staying?' I nodded and he cheered 'I got my bro back' I laughed. We all freshened up ready for the meet and greet, I knew a lot of them would ask about the beginning, and I was right

'How come you weren't going to perform at first?' The first girl we met asked

'I just didn't feel very great, I'm fine now, but I couldn't let you all down' she smiled brightly and I hugged her

A few more girls asked and I gave them the same answer. Once the meet and greet was almost finished the Twitter girl came around the corner, smiling.

'Hi darling' I said hugging her tightly, she smiled up at me

'Hi, Thankyou for today, it was the most incredible day of my life, and Thankyou for everything else you've done' I smiled remembering her dm

'You don't need to thank me, I should thank you, seeing you out there made me come and perform, seeing you upset broke my heart and I couldn't do that, so Thankyou for reminding me why I do what I do' her eyes filled with tears. She wrapped her arms around me, crying into my shoulder, I wiped her eyes. We got a few photos and she left. I hated that we only got a few minutes with them, I wish we could go through every single person and have a proper conversation and thank them properly for everything.

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'I'm so glad you're back, it actually feels normal again' Rye said as we walked into the flat, he lay on his bed and closed his eyes

'It's good to be back, I've actually missed my little bed' Mikey laughed and then realised I was being serious

'You're strange' he said laughing again, I climbed up onto the bed and fell back, I let out a deep breath

'I tell you what after today I'm knackered' I snuggled into the quilt

'I'm just glad the family is back together' Brook said sitting on the sofa

'Well nearly all the family' I frowned at Rye, and he looked at me 'have you spoke to Gabby?' I sighed and nodded

'We spoke, it was short and nothing much was said, I told her I wasn't sure if I could talk to her, after everything' I replied

'What about the baby, at the end of the day she is pregnant and that's not going to change' Mikey said, I knew he was right, she was having a baby and it was connected to the band one way or another

'I don't know, I don't know if I can ever see her or talk to her again' I explained, turning to face the wall, I closed my eyes and after a while I fell asleep.

I woke up to the front door closing, it was pitch black and everyone was asleep, I looked around, trying to see who had left, Jack.

I got up and put my trackies and a hoodie on, going out to the hall, it was chilly and I saw him on the floor above, leaning on the window sill, looking out the window, I quietly came up behind him. He was looking at a small crumpled picture

'You alright mate?' He jumped and spun around

'Oh sorry, did I wake you up?' I nodded

'What's that?' I asked as he hid it behind his back, he hesitated

'Can you do me something' I raised my eyebrows for him to carry on 'can you call Gabby' I frowned as to why it looked so important to him

'Bro are you sure you're okay? You seem abit off' he sighed, tears falling from his face, I pulled him into a hug

'Andy I thought it could keep it in, live with it, but it hurts, everything hurts' he said, i was still unsure what he was talking about, he pulled away and wiped a few tears, that were immediately replaced, is never seen Jack like this, if never seen him upset but this was more than upset, he was broke

'Mate I'm worried, what's happened?' He looked down at his hand and held out a picture, I looked at it, if was a little boy, in Jacks arms, he looked a few months old, and Jack had the biggest smile on his face. I smiled, it was a nice picture

'Who's that?' I said smiling up at his tear stained face

'Thats my little boy'