After the incident of dropping hundreds of bottles of mutagen all over New York, Leo goes out one night to find some more and collect it for Donnie.
But instead he finds something else.
A little baby girl.
This is a fanfiction of TMNT. Please enjoy!
**WARNING!!** Dark stuff is ahead. Including Depression, Cutting and other sad things.
If you are triggered in anyway please don't read this chapter.
None of these things are good if you or a loved one is suffering please consider these:
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Running to my room I shut the door and go to my bed, hugging my pillows. Tears streamed down my cheeks and I sob into the pillow. Another fight with my dad.
I was worthless.
Always fighting, no happiness shone to me these days. I was always faking a smile. Always making mistakes and screwing up.
And all I did was make Dad disappointed. The look of pity on his face and disappointment in his eyes always made me frown.
Why wouldn't he let me go to school? Was I too uneducated? Too irresponsible? I want to make friends, learn and have a life besides the one I have underground.
We have the watches, why can't we use them?
Sobbing again I grab one of my ninja stars from my nightstand. I hold it to my wrist hovering over my green skin.
My eyes burn as more tears pour, I understood now.
I was a monster.
I was ugly.
I was worthless.
The blade cuts through easily. Stinging as it touches my skin. The cold metal slides through, making a satisfying feeling run through my body.
Pain.
Something I actually deserve.
Following the blade a thin line of crimson appears. Getting bigger every second, growing until it drips over.
I smile. I could feel something.
One line for screwing up, and another for fighting with Dad. Third one for failing my training and a fourth one for being me.
I cut and cut, watching all the crimson blood drip off me. But soon my wrist doesn't have anymore room. I wipe the blade off and set it back on my desk while wrapping bandages around my wrist and on the other one. I had to make it look okay.
Then I fall back to my pillow and cry myself to sleep.
Sorry for it bei so short. I am working on a really big chapter for this book that will be published next week cause it's a TON of work.
