Tame (Fillie Fanfic) [ON HOLD]

Chapter 11- Indescisive

Chapter 11- Indecisive

*MILLIE'S POV*

    It has been a week since Finn and I have been dating, and the same amount of time I have been ignoring Noah after his little secret that he told me that I couldn't get out of my head. I don't know what it meant or what to do but I couldn't process it and I also felt ashamed when a rush of butterflies swarmed my stomach when I thought of it.
Flashback
"But I think Keith has just helped me realize exactly I wanted" Then unexpected words, slipped out of his mouth. That I thought I would never hear...
"I couldn't stop thinking about how much I loved you."
It was wrong, utterly wrong. Noah always said he loved me but it was different this time, he actually left a mark with his words. It was the unimaginable,

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    "Thanks for meeting me here." Noah raised from the park bench raising his hands to hug me but I just disappointingly sat down.
    "What do you want?" I crossed my arms as I watched him sit down next to me with the corner of my eye.
    "Look, I know. What I said was a-" He started speaking.
    "A huge mistake!? Yeah I know!" My voice broke.
    "I was gonna say...a lot to take in. But yes, it was a mistake it ruined our friendship and I know these feelings are being added to your list of all of the secrets I kept from you. But I didn't realize till Keith was talking to me about his best friend and I just- well it just opened my eyes..." He cautiously placed his hands on mine.
    "Finn asked me to be his girlfriend.." I pulled my hands away from him, "Even if you never had feeling for me, the minute I get into a relationship I cut all the intimacy off between us. All the hugging, and the I love you's." I stuttered.
    "Millie! You are always boasting about how I am a good guy and how girls should be with me! You think I wouldn't assume anything!?" He started raising his voice.
    "So now this is my fault?! You know how much I liked Finn...I mean, like." I looked down, ashamed at my use of past tense.
    "Oh please, Millie! You only trust me! You always made it seem like your feelings for Finn were so strong because he reminded you of Charlie. If he reminds of you of Charlie, why are you so insecure and scared around him?" He questioned, "Wait, Mills- I didn't mean it like that."

"Save it." I rolled my eyes, clicking my heels on the cobblestone.

A/N: THIS CHAPTER IS SP SHORT!!! THE REASON I POSTED SO LATE BECAUSE I HAD A REALLY BAD CASE OF WRITERS BLOCK, AND AS WEAVER SAID IN THE CARRIE DIARIES: "WRITERS BLOCK IS COMMON WITH GOOD WRITERS AND THE FIRST STEP IS PROCRASTINATION!" so yeah that's basically what happened to me today, I am so sorry guys :( better chapters soon! i promise!