Tame (Fillie Fanfic) [ON HOLD]

here it goes..

i wanted to thank you guys for 4k. i am really sorry i haven't updated in a while but im going straight to the point...i may delete this book or stop updating. a lot has been going on at home and ive been convinced by my folks that i am not a good writer and that i will not be successful. i know im making a mistake but this comment really ruined me and i don't think i can keep going without the words being constantly replaying in my head. this has been going on for a few weeks now, i've had writers block and i didn't really try to continue my book. it's a super hard time especially since i really love this book and all my confidence in it washed away. i never used to listen to people's criticism until i got depression and everything hit me hard. i don't mean to be dramatic especially since i dislike when people sulk around their social medias or stories. but it's come to the point where my safe space has been neglected too and i can't deal with being miserable anymore. i worked so hard in making this book and i tried so hard to make it into something i could be proud of. but i can't deal with it anymore, between the pressure of my family, my depression, my school, and myself. i lost all motivation to do the things i really wanna do. and i know that may be my depression and my depression is holding me back from being my true and confident self, but bc i don't have a support system that understands depression, i really can't get help. and i'm sorry for that, maybe i can come back with the newer and happier version of my self or maybe i'll disappear for good. all i know was that this book was where i went to cope and i kinda made millie AND finn's situations connected to mines and probably so many other people can relate to it too. i don't mean to upset you guys or let you down but i've already failed so many other people and i've completely given up. i'm sorry. love you all.