Tame (Fillie Fanfic) [ON HOLD]

Chapter 9- Camouflaged Feelings

Chapter 9- Camouflaged Feelings

A/N: Hi guys!!! Here is Chapter 9!! I would like to dedicate this chapter to @ishmooo ; she is my best friend in the entire world and she did the greatest pleasure by helping me with Chapter 9 & Chapter 10. Go read her new book called The Water Fountain. It is a stunning romance novel and teen fiction, based off of Alec Benjamin's song called The Water Fountain. Hope you enjoy guys!

*MILLIE'S POV*

"Well, what do you think?" I twirled in an army green pleated skirt, matched with a haltered black top, and finally completed with a black and white flannel, with my platform heels clicking against the wood floor.

"Are you sure you want to wear that?" Noah stared up and down my outfit.

"Why not?" I frowned. If Noah didn't approve of it, then neither would Finn. I began to lean down to take off my shoes.

"No wait, because no one would ever be able to take their eyes off you!!" He exclaimed. I blushed playfully and poked his button nose, god he was such a pleaser.

"Noah, how do girls not melt when they see you?" I bounced on the bed, and leaned my head into his shoulder.

"Speaking of girls...I need to talk to you about someone." Noah mumbled. I squealed out of excitement.

"Oh my god, Noah who! And why did I not hear about this sooner?!?!?" I jumped up and down. Finally, I could be of some use to somebody. I wrapped my arms around his neck, ruffling my freshly painted nails into his auburn hair, "So, tell me her name." I annoyed him.

"For now, I am keeping it a secret. Can you deal with that?" He pulled my arms off of him, I furrowed my eyebrows letting a groan pass my lips.

"No, it is NOT okay. Tell me, please!!!" I wailed out of redemption, exaggerating my expression to look like I was getting shot in the heart with his news.

"I will tell you, just not now." His voice started to fade off as he trailed out of the room.

"Well, that isn't fair, considering I AM your best friend, I am your best friend..right?" I clinged onto his arm like a child.

"Look, I love you. Maybe you can start off with some advice. Like how do I impress her?" he awkwardly stated. I scratched my forehead, how does he impress her? Noah was an awfully attractive, sensitive and sweet guy yet he had a loyal core, filled with golden light and honesty. He was everything a girl would go mushy and gushy for.

"Well, what is she like?" His chivalrous character, opened the door for me. Letting me walk down the driveway and hop into the uber.

"First of all- she's mysterious, yet I know everything about her when I look at her. She is super annoying, you want to scream. It's quite irritating. Oh, and when she tries to be badass- all of her past shows in her eyes, her innocent brown eyes. And did I mention how pretty she is? She's damaged but she is so damn pretty." He gave a flawless interpretation of her, I was dumbfounded on how he found such a perfect girl. I mean, he had to look at her from afar right, because I am the only girl, Noah is always with.

"Okay, I have to meet her. I feel like her and I would get along." I said excitedly, Noah shared his first crush with me, and I never knew how much a guy could like a girl, in the first shot, guess I wasn't the only one experiencing love at first sight.

Since the fifth grade, Noah and I were too innocent to share our feelings about crushes, I had just moved and Noah's dad somehow knew mine from work. Both of our parents- and us, instantly became friends. And our bond is still strong as ever, we were all fun and games and I hadn't had my first crush till the sixth grade. When I told Noah, his innocent 11 year old golden heart that I had a crush on a boy named Finn Wolfhard. He seemed like he was exposed to radioactive chemicals, he just couldn't breathe it in. The fact that I found a new group of friends, and a guy I couldn't stop thinking about made Noah feel left out. So I introduced them to him, and we all just clicked. But Noah and I were the typical wallflowers and we kinda witnessed them going through the normal middle school lifespan of girls getting a crush on one of the boys, or the guys having crushes on girls. We just never understood. Then, ninth grade came and Noah had a girlfriend without telling me. And it hurt, so effing much. He's dated like one other girl in sophomore year, but it wasn't serious. But obviously, he didn't tell me about that either. So the fact, that he is telling me at least a little bit of his love life, made me relieved. Yet just the tiniest bit of bitterness, and sadness. I feel like he doesn't trust me.