aurora- a different (twilight) saga

chapter 23: Aurora from EPOV last chapter- Part 1

Hey guys,

as promised here is Part 1 of the last chapter. Well, I finely started to get all the mess in my head managed and I promise as soon as I will upload the last part of this chapter I will edit my whole story...it is actually totally embarrassing how many mistakes I made...

So here it is..tatatatatatatttttaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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My life or more my existence is so worthless. If it wasn't for my Dad Carlisle I would be a total monster. Now I have lived almost a century with him and eighty years ago my Mom joined us. Well Esme is a devotiv mother and was fulfilling her role as good as possible. I consider her as a mother. My siblings joined us years later. Every one found or had its mate already. Only me not. I do not know why. May be it was better this way. Who would want me. I know that human girls adored me more than anything. Even Vampires had made their intention clear but I did not find THE ONE. Since one century I was wondering, falling from one depression into another without knowing why. Now I know why. Two month ago Alice had a vision of a young girl maybe 17 or 18 years old who would move to forks. She had brown maybe black hair. The Vision was not so clear about it and wonderful dark eyes. She saw me holding her hand and kissing her on the cheek. But she was human. This broke me again and I fell into another depression. I couldn't do that to anyone even if it would make me happy and I am a selfish person, believe me. In the last decades our family had travelled a lot and we returned to this wonderful haven of Forks, where most days were cloudy and everything was green and had a great wildlife. The Vision of that girl haunted my mind every night since Alice had it. I saw myself kissing her, happiness spread all over my face. And her wonderful eyes...

On the next morning everything was as usual. I drove my Volvo and Rose her BMW to school nothing seemed different though there was something I couldn't tell. In the firs class I had history. I looked up bored again. How many times we would have to go through all this again and again. Suddenly a beautiful girl entered the classroom. I didn't look but followed her steps through another mind. Than she turned to face me.. Oh my...It is her? Why? Why is it me. Why do I have to be the one to turn her? I was furious, angry with myself. I tried to read her mind but unfortunately it was not possible. She is mute. No she must have some thoughts...Why am I not able to read her. She looked at me. Yes she looked at me and seemed somehow frightenend. But she didn't look human...she was too pale for a human and I listenend hard. I didn't hear a heartbeat. Is it possible??? Is it possible?? My mind was racing, my golden eyes must have turned black by all the emotions. She turned at me and I saw it. There was a small glint in here eyes. No way! What is she?? I glared at her. Then I heard her mumbling something like "Oh Universe what are trying to tell me?" Is she a witch? Is she religious? Questions where running- no racing- through my mind. Unfortunately this girl had almost every class with me. I was relieved that after biology I could have a break from this creature? Allthough I knew that somehow I was attracted to her. The glint in her eyes was something I remembered or knew somehow.

Relieved I went to the cafeteria when it hit me again. She was sitting there with a bottle of water, listening to chopin and reading. NO way she couldn't be human. Why was she putting a bottle of water in front of her. May just to keep the facade like we do... Alice went into vision mode again. -I saw this girl again with me. Holding hands kissing. The vision became blurry I was carrying her bridal style. She had a very sexy black dress on cut on the side till her thigh vision ended-