4 days later Leighannes pov -------------------- I can't wait to go out tonight! Me jesy, Claud and Aaron and Alex are all going out to this club nearby. Finally we're all old enough so everyone is fine with it. I don't know if perrie jade and Jed are coming though. I still don't think perries up to going out anywhere but she needs to pick herself up, and get out there.
Jesys POV -------------- I asked jade and Jed if they were coming along too and they said they both would, so now all that's left is perrie. She's suffering at the moment, especially over the last few days, she's had three panic attacks in four days. I don't know if she'll even want to come out. We'll find out soon enough, it's only two hours until we agreed to meet everyone.
Perries POV ---------------- I decided that I'm going to go out with everyone tonight. I feel like it will clear things off my mind a bit, I mean Alex will be there but there'll be other people to that I can distract myself with. I'll probably be with Jed and jade all night if they don't have some sort of make out session, which probably will happen so I'll be on my own. Oh well, there's still jesy and Leigh.
2 hours later Jesys POV ------------- Leigh, Aaron, claud, Alex and I were all waiting outside for jade Jed and perrie. I notice Jades mums car pulling into the car park with perrie in the front seat and jade in the back with Jed. Perrie got out and said thanks to Norma before walking over and standing with us all, followed by jade and Jed who walked hand in hand not really taking their eyes off each other. I grabbed perries hand, I knew she needed someone right now, probably jade but she was just a little bit too occupied. Perrie is weak right now and you can tell, she looks so tiny, her waist is tiny and her wrists look like they could snap. I pulled her over to one side and held her hands J: "pez are you okay?" P: "im good" J: "are you sure, because you don't look good?" P: "well no actually but I've only told jade what's wrong" J: "well why don't you tell me? I'll help you through anything Perrie" P: "that's the thing though, I told Alex that as soon as I was ready to tell people what's up he would be the first to know" J: "and you don't like to break a promise do you babe" She shook her head weakly as she looked up at me, I could see small tears forming in her eyes J: "don't cry pez, you need to enjoy tonight. I wouldn't tell Alex if you told me" P: "to be honest I don't even know how I'd tell him" J: "ohh" I had a moment of realisation in my head "you like Alex a lot, but you're still caught up on zayn?" P: "first part yes. Second part, no. I've liked Alex since we were 11 and I got fed up of hiding it so I got with zayn when we were 15 just so I'd have a distraction from Alex" J: "so you didn't like zayn" P: "I liked him as a friend, nothing more" J: "okay so just to clarify, if Alex finds out I know, then I guessed and you nodded okay" P: "deal babe" I would never drop her in it. Especially not this anyway, god knows how she's put up with the stress over the last few years. Her dad and brother never being home, being with someone she doesn't love to hide her love for someone else, becoming disconnected with the people who love her most and the constant stress she goes through at school. I wish I was as strong as perrie, I don't know how she does it but she almost always has a smile on her face. Even if it's a weak smile it's still there.
Alex's POV --------------- I was walking over to the bar to get a refill when I felt something nudge into my shoulder "Um sorry" someone muttered, I recognised the voice and turned around to look at who it was A: "hey pez! What's up?" P: "oh sorry I didn't realise it was you, I would've stopped" A: "you ok?" P: "yeh just not feeling 100% got a headache" A: "come sit down, I'll get you a drink if you want" P: "I said I have a headache, why would I want a drink?" A: "I don't mean alcohol pez, I mean a water or orange juice or whatever you want" P: "oh sorry, can I have a water please" I walked over to the bar to get the drinks, whilst I was waiting I couldn't help but think about how stunning perrie looked in her outfit, she had a simple white play suit on but it looked amazing on her, more importantly she looked amazing in it.
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"Sir" I heard faintly A: "oh we sorry, thank you" I hadn't realised how long I'd been thinking about pez for until the guy broke me out of my daydream.
Perries POV ---------------- Once Alex came back with the drinks we sat a had a chat for about an hour. I felt so bad for keeping him here sat with me when he should be enjoying the party. P: "Alex, go and dance or something" A: "why?" P: "you've spent you're whole night here talking with me and if that's not boring then I don't know what is" A: "perrie you're not boring" P: "I am when you should be dancing" A: "but" P: "go I'll be fine" A: "thanks for the chat pez" P: "it's fine, thank you. See you in a bit"
I thought I'd stay for another 30-40 mins and then go home, I still had a banging headache and the music was making it worse. I went on my phone and saw that zayn had posted an update on twitter *great night with these lads, can't wait to catch up with my girl later* I sat for a minute before I began to think about who his girl was, I mean he was trying to get back with me the other day and now he has someone new? Strange, he's a strange lad. I can't stand the sight of him anymore.
A/N This one is a bit longer, I thought I'd get to the dramatic bit in this chapter but looks like you're going to have to wait till next time! Also comment if you have any ideas for other stories and I might start a new alerrie one as well as this one
