A side of me you never found//alerrie

Chapter 41

4 years later (from before the last chapter)
No ones POV
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Perrie- 34
Alex- 34
Elsie- 16
Hailee- 12
Jasmine- 12
Faelynn-12

Perrie was sat on the sofa reading a book, she liked having more grown up children because they were independent and she didn't have to do everything for them. But she missed all the cuddles she would constantly have. "Mam, can Owen come round today?" Elsie asked as she walked into the lounge. "Ask dad, i'm going to jades for a bit later to see the new baby" Perrie replied. Elsie groaned and walked away slowly, "dad! Can Owen come round today?" She asked Alex. "Yeh as long as you both stay downstairs" Alex said softly, "why do we need to stay downstairs dad?" Elsie questioned. "Because I don't want you two to do anything stupid" he replied. "What? So you don't trust me?!" She shouted back at him, "Els you know I trust you, I just don't trust Owen!" Alex shouted, "YOU DONT TRUST ME!" She screamed again storming up the stairs. "ELSIE ADELAIDE OXLADE-CHAMBERLAIN EDWARDS get downstairs now!" He shouted. She walked downstairs, "I'm going to Owens instead. I can't have him round when I have these three gimps hanging around all the time" she said as she got her bag and phone and walked out the house.

"I give up with her pez" Alex huffed as he sat down on the sofa, "why?" She asked, "fucking doesn't listen and does the opposite of what we want her to do. She used to be so well behaved and now she's just like This all the time!" He exclaimed. "Babe, its fine. She'll come around, it's just part of being a teenage girl. She probably hates it just as much as you do, I remember I was very hormonal and stressed at her age and I'd just shout at anything. But it's horrible because she won't know why she's feeling like that" Perrie told him, he put his arm around her and kissed her head.

"I miss when they were all little babies that you could just scoop up and cuddle" Alex whispered, "me too, but I think Elsie needs some more freedom. I mean she's sixteen now" Perrie said quietly. "Yeh I guess. But we can still cuddle the other three like crazy" he replied with a smile. "Please don't ever stop smiling" Perrie beamed at him, "don't ever stop being you baba" he said back.

"Mam! I need you" Perrie heard jasmine shout from upstairs, she walked upstairs and jaz wasn't in her room so she decided to check the bathroom, the door was locked, "jaz babe, are you in there?" Perrie said, "yeh" she whimpered as she unlocked the door, Perrie walked in to see blood on jaz's panties and jeans, jaz had tears in her eyes as she sat staring at perrie. "Oh baba, it's fine. Natural baby, you're growing up" Perrie said softly as she grabbed a tissue for jazz to wipe her tears.

"I'll go get you son clean panties and jeans okay, oh and I'll get you some pads and tampons so you can choose but for now have this" Perrie said handing jazz one of her pads. Perrie came back with the panties and jaz slipped her legs through the holes, she sat looking at the pad completely clueless. "Mam. I don't know what I'm doing" she whispered, "just unwrap it, peel it off and stick it in your panties" Perrie said. Jaz did as she was told before pulling her panties up and putting her jeans on. "My stomach hurts mam" she complained, "oh baba, it will do, you'll get a bit more used to it" Perrie said trying to comfort her daughter.

Perrie took jasmine downstairs, Perrie sat down on the large armchair and jasmine joined her, she cuddled up to her mam. "It's okay baba, don't worry" Perrie said softly into jaz's ears. Alex looked at perrie confused about what had happened, Perrie looked at him and mouthed 'period' to him. He looked sorry for his little girl as he knew she'd hate it because of how much Perrie hated it. He stood up and moved onto the armchair with them, "love you jazboo" he whispered making her giggle.

Alex and perrie still liked to call the three youngest girls by their nicknames that Alex made up, Hailee was hailbug, jasmine was jazboo and Faelynn was faebaby. Elsie normally goes by Els just or babe because she's older now and doesn't like all the cute nicknames.

Perrie went to the shops and got some supplies for jasmine before returning to the house, Elsie was still out at Owens so Perrie decided to message her.

Perrie when are you coming home Els, we're all missing you x

Elsie I'm watching a movie with Owen and then I'll come home x

Perrie okay, you know dad didn't mean to upset you or anything x

Elsie he did nothing wrong, it was my fault. I know he just wants to protect me x

Perrie he sure does baby girl. He loves you so much, and so do I x

Elsie I love you all x

Perrie see you later then x

Elsie bye x

Perrie, Alex, Hailee, jasmine and Faelynn had just finished the film when Elsie walked in. She set her coat and bag down near the stairs before she ran into the lounge, she fell into Alex as she did, "I'm sorry dad. I didn't mean anything that I said or did. I'm sorry" she cried, Perrie looked at Alex and mouthed 'aw' to him, he smiled softly and looked down, "shhh. It's fine, don't worry about it boo, I love you" he whispered. She continued to cry into Alex's chest, whilst Perrie and the other three girls left the room.

Once Elsie had calmed down she sat up, "dad, I'm sorry. Really" she said, "I know you are. So am I" he replied. "I love you dad" Elsie said, "I love you too Els" Alex mumbled giving her a hug. Elsie looked up at him slightly, "I wish you were my real dad." She said bluntly. "I am" he said. "I wish you were biologically my real dad" she whispered, "I wish I was too baby" he replied as he held Elsies hand, "go on upstairs, the triplets have gone up to bed now" Alex told her, "do I have to. I'm not tired yet" Elsie complained, "well I meant go get you pjs on and then you can do what you like but whatever" he laughed at the teenager.

She walked upstairs and perrie went back into the lounge. "I love you so so much babe." She whispered, "thank you for being more than amazing to her for all of her life"...