A side of me you never found//alerrie

Chapter 18

Perries POV
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I walked through my front door and went straight to the kitchen, I got myself a glass of water and took it through to the lounge with me.
Mam and caitlin were sat watching tv, "erm caitlin, I need to talk to mam, alone" I murmured, "why? What's so bad that I can't know?" She asked,
"Nothing, I'll tell you another time but I need to tell mam now" I answered gently, "okay but promise you'll tell me soon" "I promise C"

Caitlin ran up to her room whilst texting someone, i'd investigate that later. I walked over to where caitlin had been sitting and slumped down on the sofa, mam paused the tv so that she could here what I was saying. "Are you ok perrie?" She asked, "I'm good, well, not really but that's what I'm here to talk about" I replied, my voice began to break as I said the last part.
"Oh perrie please tell me what's wrong" mam pleaded whilst leaning forward to hold my hand. "well, I'm pregnant" I blurted out, "are you serious perrie! You've been with Alex a few weeks and you're already pregnant, I didn't know you were so irresponsible." Mam shouted and honestly she scared me a little.
"Mam! Just wait a minute and let me finish." I cried, the tears were streaming down my face, "Alex and I haven't done anything, we've not had sex. I might kiss him but we've definitely not had sex" I said calmly, "right, so who have you had sex with?" She asked with a sharp tone in her voice. "I've not had sex with anyone, I was a virgin until, until zayn raped me. It's the only explanation mam, and the dates work out as to when it happened! And I just don't know what to do! I can't just kill the baby, it's a human now! But I'm not old enough or ready to take care of a child"
She looked at me in shock of what I had just told her, I stood up weakly and moved to sit next to her. She leant over to me and wrapped her arms tight around me. "I'm sorry I jumped to conclusions pez. But please know that you have my full support with whatever you decide to do baby, okay? You'll make the right decision" she said to me.

"Mam, I'm gonna go and sit with caitlin" I said, "okay but I wouldn't tell her yet" she replied.
"I'm not going to I just want to talk with her"

I walked upstairs and went into Caitlin's room, "hey younger one" I said to her, she stuck her tongue out at me, "hey older one"
I walked over to her bed, where she was sat, and sat down next to her. Caitlin immediately hid her phone from me. "Caitlin. What's up?" I asked "nothing's up, I'm really good actually" she replied with a grin on her face. "Who you texting?", "if I tell you, you have to promise that you won't tell mam!"
"Okay I won't tell mam" I replied to her softly
"Well, I'm with Charlie" she told me, "oh my god! Caitlin! Charlie's like the fittest lad in your year! Is he nice?"

"Yeh, he's really nice to me, and he never stops texting me" she blushed as she spoke, " I have an idea, mama away tomorrow night so I'll invite Alex over and you invite Charlie. Okay?"

"Yes! Thank you perrie, you're the best, can jade come too?" She asked
"Why do you ask?"
"Because jades fun!"
"Oh ok! Well I'll invite jade and Jed then so that jades not just on her own"

I left her in her room texting Charlie, I'm glad that we have a week off school now! It'll give me some time to think...

A/N
Sorry this chapter is quite short! I have some big plans for the next chapter though so hopefully it'll be longer x<3x