A side of me you never found//alerrie

Chapter 15

A/N -thank you to @fatada for the inspiration of this chapter (or next few chapters)

2 weeks later
Perries POV
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I woke up to find myself lying next to Alex in his bed, I felt so ill again.
I slowly moved my arms from around his torso and brought them around m stomach, I clenched my stomach to try and stop the pain, but it wasn't working at all.
I sat up and grabbed my water from the side, it was warm now but I needed a drink and I didn't car what it was.
As I lay back down Alex looked up at me, "pez?" He murmured, his voice was husky in the mornings. "Yeh" I replied, I noticed a few tears dropping down my face, "what's up babe?" Alex asked, I looked down and tried to calm my breathing but I couldnt.

"I feel so ill, my stomachs really hurting and I have a headache again, and, and i don't know why. I just want to sleep but I can't" I cried out, he moved closer to me and I collapsed onto him, "baby, you know I'm here through whatever you need okay" Alex tried to soothe me but I was so tired I just didn't have the energy to stop my tears.

"Alex, I, I think I'm gonna be sick" I said before jumping out of bed and running to his bathroom, I sat on the floor with my head over the toilet, vomit projecting out of me, Alex ran after me and sat down just behind me, he pulled my hair into a pony tail and put his hands on my waist, rubbing small circles to try and stop any pain I had.

I was convinced I had finished throwing up, I lay back limp onto Alex's chest, with tears streaming down my cheeks, I was so pale, I looked like I'd seen a ghost. "Shh babe" Alex said, he put his hands under my armpits and gently lifted me so I was sat on his knee instead of the floor, I turned to the side and placed the right side of my face on his chest, he put his left arm around my back, and his right hand was holding my hand, he leaned down and kissed my temple softly. "I'm sorry" I said to him.

"Perrie, how many times. You do not have to be sorry for being ill, you can't help it bubba it's not you're fault" he whispered to me.

I heard footsteps outside the door, I looked over weakly and saw Alex's mam standing there, she saw the state I was in and ran over, "perrie, are you ok!?" She said worried. I shook my head with tears falling down my face, "pezza, do you want another drink of water?" Alex asked me, I nodded softly, his mam went downstairs and returned with a fresh glass of water, "thank you" the sound barely left my mouth, but she could tell what I said.

I sat on alexs knee, sipping the water, with his mams hand on my knee trying to comfort me. "I just want to go to sleep" I murmured weakly, "okay sweetie, but I think we should book you a doctors appointment" Alex's mam said to me.
I shuffled off a Alex's knee allowing him to stand up, I used all my energy to get up, and I clung onto Alex so I didn't fall, i looked over at his mam, "can you book one for me?" I questioned, "of course perrie, I'll phone as soon as the doctors open in half an hour" she replied, they both helped me to walk back to Alex's room, and I collapsed onto the bed.

I was cold from sitting on the floor so Alex got me an extra blanket, while he was looking for a blanket his man sat on the edge of the bed next to me, "you know I'll always be here do you perrie" she said softly, "thank you" I replied. "Would you like me to let your mam know ?" She asked me, "erm no thanks, I don't want her to worry, I'll tell her later" I said.

Alex came back and gave me an extra blanket before getting into bed next to me, his mam went downstairs to sit on the sofa, it was 7:30 in the morning but I needed more sleep. "Hey babe, I'm not that tired" Alex whispered to me, "okay" I said, "do you mind if I go downstairs for a bit?" He asked "of course not, I'll be fine, I just need some sleep" I replied, I didn't really care at that point, I was too tired to care about who was next to me, apart from the fact that he was keeping me warm, there was nothing he could have done apart from sleep.

Alex's POV
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I went downstairs and got a drink from the kitchen, I needed to talk to my mam really bad.
"Mam?" I said while sitting down next to her on the sofa.
"Alex why aren't you with perrie? She needs you right now" she said to me, "she said it's fine, I'm not tired. I'm worried mam" I admitted to her.
"I know you're worried, but she'll be fine Alex. She's a strong girl, always has been. Not too girly but not a tomboy, she always fought her own battles and stuck up for herself and others. Alex she'll be okay" mam was trying to convince me it would all be ok

"But. What if? Mam what if she's pregnant?" I said
"Alex? You already had sex with her? Well then that'll be a problem for the two of you to deal with!" She seemed shocked but stayed quiet
"No. Mam we didn't. You know that night when I brought her home after the party and I said she was just upset and that's what you told her mam. Well she wasn't just upset, she was raped and I found her. I found her, lying in the alley, on the cold Tarmac in nothing but a bra mam. She might be strong but she could barely move, I had to help her to sit up, I sat with her for almost two hours in the cold on the floor because of how scared and shocked she was. And if anything, and I mean anything else related to that happens, imagine what she'll be like" I couldn't help it, I had to tell my mam everything that happened.

"Alex, you should have said. But who was it? May I ask"

"Zayn. He did it, he'd been bugging her and saying they should get back together, and she wouldn't so he raped her and left her in the gutter" I said

"Well as long as perrie knows that being pregnant is a possibility then it will be ok. I mean she'd take good care of a child, and she'd be 18 when it's born so I wouldn't say she's too young. She could cope with a child if she can cope with being raped" I looked at my mam as she said this, I was imagining me and perrie as parents of four little children two boys two girls, all of them good at singing and football.

Wow. What a morning already...

A/N
In the next chapter they will go to the doctor

Also for the purpose of this story everyone grew up in South Shields, just because I'm in love with the accent 😏♥️