My Thoughts

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I'm sorry.
I'm willing to except the fact that I won't ever be your first option.
I don't what I did to make you want to hurt me but I'm willing to take it. To take the pain.
I'm sorry for whatever I did.
Maybe I'm just simply not good enough.
Maybe you're just tired of my problems.
I can't control them, the problems that I have. I was born sick, you heard them say it.
I know I can't always make you happy like your other friends do.
I know I can't always be there for you. I try to be there, I try to make you happy, I try so hard. But I can't. Nor will I ever.
Just know that I'm sorry.
Maybe it's because she's just prettier, skinnier, funnier, girly. Maybe it's because she isn't sick like me. But what whatever it is, I'm sorry.