My Thoughts

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Oh I'm hated well aren't I?
You don't care.
But then again who would?
It's not like I have feelings or anything. I'm fine. I totally don't cry at night
wanting so badly just to talk to someone. To be told I'll be okay and everything's okay. But we can't get what we want can we?
Over the past few months I've noticed that I've lost almost all of my friends.
Internet and real life.
Even my cat who was my best friend is dead. Along with almost all my other friendships. Do you enjoy
talking to me or do you have to put on a fake smile and try to be happy and secretly hate the guts of me?
You can't even notice when I've fallen into depression once again and crying my eyes out. Am I just a good actor or do you not even care?
My only friend is music.
Could you be another?
I guess I'll just have to cry and scream for help maybe a bit longer to find out.
Wish me luck stranger.