My Thoughts

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I'm having really bad anxiety and not the best thoughts right now and everyone is getting mad at me because of it. It makes me want to cry I'm sorry if I can't control it. I can't help it. I can't say one thing without being yelled at or having the person annoyed and just basically having people start to hate me. All it does is make my thoughts and anxiety worse. I just cry. Then again no one would care really because I'm just the annoying insecure girl that so many people hate. I'm starting to hate socializing and talking to my friends and family. All they do is make me feel worse most of the time. And then here I go and cry and complain because I'm just so annoying and selfish. I'm just getting to be scared of people. All I want is to be happy.