adam
i'm sorry
adam
emina please talk to me
i feel like shit
and i know you shouldn't care about what i feel but i just want you to know how sorry i am
em
for what?
for cheating on me or cheating on me with my best friend?
or keeping that a secret from me and continuing it behind my back for months?
adam
everything
i never meant to hurt you
em
yeah
you said that already
doesn't change the fact that you did it
adam
i know that and i'm serious
god em i love you so much
the last thing i'd want to do is hurt you
em
yeah but you also love charlie
which is why you didn't have trouble hurting me in the end
adam
don't say that
em
it's true adam!
adam
it's not
and honestly i don't know how i feel about charlie quite yet
but i know what i feel for you
and that i don't want to hurt you again
so if you want me to i'll stop hanging out with charlie
adam
i'm taking your silence as a yes?
em
no
don't be stupid
he makes you happy
you make him happy
both of your happinesses is all i ever wanted
adam
still
the press
they're being cruel
em
i could handle them thinking i'm a jealous ex girlfriend who's being a bitchy whore because my boyfriend left me for my guy best friend
whatever
so what i was a beard you know???
adam
except that's it
you were never a beard
i loved you with all of my heart, i still do
sure i would've loved to keep my bisexuality under wraps but i would never use you like that
em
whatever adam
it's fine
adam
it's not
are you still in canada???
em
yeah
why?
adam
i just got here
i was hoping to see you
think we can meet?
em
i don't think that's a good idea
adam
please
i'll make it quick
em
okay
