Behind The Camera (A ChanBaek Fanfiction)

epilogue

Chanyeol still felt his lips lingered on Baekhyun's.... It hurts. It hurts that his heart is starting to break up. He made that decision so why bother? Why bother stopping him when he wanted that in the first place? I thought he loves me. Then why the hell he acts like that?

Chanyeol stops, did I just say that? No, I don't care of him! I don't care of him leaving me! I don't.

Yet, he doesn't know, his tears are starting to fall down. I don't care. I really dont. He weakly sat down from his chair and wipes his tears.

I was right in the first place, I really hated him. I hate him for leaving me. I hate him for giving me these such weird feelings of him.

As he reached his destination, his eyes are puffy and red. Everything hurts right now, and he doesn't know why. How can he explain everything to his members. He would totally blame him for this.

When he reached the door knob, it opens suddenly with a worried Junmyeon.

"You're back." He faintly smiled.

As Chanyeol thought, Junmyeon should be mad right now for not having Baekhyun on his side.

"Hyung—" he sobs, yet Junmyeon held his shoulder and pulled him into a hug.

"I know, Chanyeol-ah. We know it already." Chanyeol slowly returns the hug as he sobbed.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"Sorry, Chanyeol-ah. But we too, was shocked about the news. It hurts, everything hurts. But we don't have a choice anymore..." He cried.

"Why does he do that? Who does he think he is?! He doesn't deserve our tears, hyung! No! So stop crying! It's his fucking decision, right?! It's his! That's his fucking loss!" He broke the hug as he went to their room,

"C-chanyeol, no, don't be like that, m-maybe Baekhyun has his own reason to leave... We should respect him..." He says, stopping Chanyeol from getting Baekhyun's clothes as he puts him inside the box.

The other members went out from their rooms and watched Chanyeol,

"Stop it, Chanyeol." A sudden voice they heard from Sehun.

Sehun is a type of guy that doesn't show his inner feeling. He is a straightforward person. If he doesn't like you being in his life, he doesn't respects you. If he's mad, he doesn't care and blurts everything out.

Chanyeol didn't listen and gets everything the things of Baekhyun in his closet and puts it inside the box, everything that reminds him of Baekhyun should be totally out from his life. Not until, a bunch of papers were scattered on the floor because of the strong impact.

"I told you to stop right?! Listen for fuck's sake!" Sehun held him by the collars, "Listen, no matter what you will do in there, you have no choice! So stop acting like a brat and listen for fuck's sake! Hyung, you should be mature enough to handle these things! Why are you being like this anyway?! Isn't this what you wanted, huh?! To get him out on your life?"

"Sehun..."

Sehun removed his hold from Chanyeol as he walked out. Chanyeol continued sobbing while he lowered his head from crying. The members went out as well. The letters that scattered on the floor was messed up by his tears. He picks them up as he slowly crampled it when Kyungsoo talks.

What an asshole. You scare the shit out of me.

"Don't you dare do it, Chanyeol. It is not yours." Kyungsoo points him out.

Chanyeol smirks, "Baekhyun's not here anymore, so why bother? Everything that has memories with him here are garbage already."

"Tell me Chanyeol, why are you like that? Perhaps you like Baekhyun, don't you?" Kyungsoo suddenly blurts out, Chanyeol abruptly laughs.

"The hell are you saying, Kyungsoo? Are you nuts?" He laughs bitterly.

"No, whether you like it or not, I'll tell you this so frankly. We are all hurting. All of us are hurting because of Baekhyun, yet, we all know he has decisions. We know he has priorities. You don't know everything for now, Chanyeol so stop talking bullshit. Stop acting like an ass that was left behind by his lover. Remember, all of us are left behind, not just you, so stop acting like a kid," Kyungsoo grudgingly points, "Or maybe, you're just hurt by the fact that, he left when you realized you love him already?" This time he crossed his arms as he looked to me in the eyes.

What the hell is he talking about.

"Stop talking bullshit, Kyungsoo. You know I ain't like that." He laughs bitterly.

"Well who knows you're acting like a shit now? Maybe you're in denial stage, then probably you'll realize sooner." He smirks as he steps forward. "You keep his letters, might as well, maybe that is love letters." He said whispering into my ears as he walked out.

What the hell?

*
As I came back to eat dinner, the group was already preparing to eat.

"Come, Chanyeol. Let's eat already." Junmyeon stands and pulled Chanyeol for a seat.

As they were eating, everything was so quiet. He remembers everytime they will eat, Baekhyun will be the first one to get the rice because he's afraid for a reason.

He smiled at his thought.

"What a stupid guy..." Chen mumbles as he squints his eyes while looking to Chanyeol who was smiling stupidly for unknown reason.

They were all stopped when the television suddenly interrupts especially when the topic is about Baekhyun.

Headline: EXO-K Baekhyun confirmed leaving EXO.

"The SM Entertainment finally giving a statement about EXO Baekhyun's leaving issue.

It was said, Byun Baekhyun was last seen in Bucheon for a vacation on his grandma's house, also rumoured together with EXO Chanyeol.

The company said that Baekhyun has personal issues that is currently happening in his life. Also rumoured to be married to a model who is still unknown.

It is also said that his father is the most richest man in Korea.

Park Yoora reporting, good evening."

Chanyeol closed his eyes, his knuckles turning white. He stands up from his seat. His heart hurt so much. He misses Baekhyun already.

"Please come back to me." He whispered, tears fell from his eyes.

end of book one.