Right here ~Minishaw~

Chapter 1

My name is Harry Lewis and I'm 16 years old. I just moved to England from Guernsey with my parents and two younger siblings, they are gonna settle in fine, they are both outgoing and not even a little bit shy, but I'm not going to settle in like they are I'm terrified off going into school, I don't know how to talk to new people, and I'm so shy and because I will know no one, and everyone has been there for years and everyone knows each other so it will be terrifying. I don't understand why we had to move, why could we not just have stayed in Guernsey for just three more years so I could have finished school there and then gone to England, because despite everything I always wanted to live in England, but I thought I would have to wait until I would go to collage, and then it would be on my terms and studying something that I want to study, but now I'm just forced to go here.

"Harry, come down love, food is ready" my mom calls out for me

"coming" I call back as I shut my laptop and walk downstairs where everyone has already sat down at the table, they are just waiting for me to sit down so we can start eating.

"how are you feeling about a new school tomorrow, everyone exited?" my dad asks us all, he does not even want to know my answer to the question, because I'm not exited at all.

"I can't wait" Josh tells them and I can see it in his face, he is exited for school, new friends are exiting for him, he loves to meet new people, he enjoys being the center off attention, I sometimes wish I could be a little bit more like my younger siblings and a bit less like me, they are actually fun to be around, I on the other hand, I'm hard to get to know and I suck at keeping in contact with people, even if I really want to.

"It will be fine, I'm a little nervous to be the new kid, but once the new kid vibe is off, it will be all good" Rosie smiled, she is so confident in herself, I'm actually really jealous off her, she is well liked and she is so pretty, I don't want her to grow up, because soon enough she will get boyfriends and I will have to make sure that they treat her right, but then again what am I supposed to do, they won't take me seriously if I try something, I'm to shy and awkward. I can't even stand up for myself, so I can't stand up for her, I'm to weak.

"Harry?" my mom snaps me out off my thoughts

"what?" I ask looking at her surprised 

"how are you feeling about school tomorrow?" she asks me, I can hear it in the tone off her voice that she is a bit worried about my answer, so the only logical thing to do right now is lie, I don't want my parents to worry about me, but they want an answer, and right now the answer that I want to say is not the answer that they want to hear, so I have to act, and that is not to much off a problem to me. I never really tell them what I'm thinking anyway.

"I'm nervous yeah, but I think it will be good" I say as I smile and my mom smiles back, I don't know if she believed me or not, I hope she did, at least she does not ask my any more questions about school. After dinner I just walk back upstairs and lay down in my bed, even if everything around me in the room is from the old house and my old room, I still don't feel at home here, and I don't want to go to school tomorrow, it will be awful. I already know that people are going to look at me funny, and they are going to make fun off me, it always happens.