Right here ~Minishaw~

Chapter 3

 know that the other kids are talking about me, they must be, I'm the new kid from a place that some off them might not even know anything about and if they do know anything, I'm willing to bet money on them knowing the incest joke. I honestly don't know if I can make it through this first day, I already don't want to be here and I want to go home, I just hope that no one talks about me like I can't hear them, I just want them to ask me if they have any questions, that way I can maybe talk to some people here and get to know them, but that is unlikely, I've never been good at making friends, why would that change now. The teacher then walks in and sits down and everyone goes quiet

"good morning kids" She tells us

"good morning Mrs. Skube"

"we have a new kid here with us today, why don't you come up and say hi to everyone" she says and I look up in horror as everyone looks strait at me, I feel myself blushing and I try my hardest to stay calm, I want to run out off the classroom but that would be way to dramatic and people would talk about me as the wired kid, I would rather be the shy kid, but I am already the shy kid, and right now I'm also the new kid that has to introduce himself to the class.

"hi" I say awkwardly and barely audible

"come up here" she tells me and I just start walking slowly, I feel my heart beating so fast and I know my breathing is getting out off control, I just have to say hi, and my name and then I can go back and I can sit down again, I can do this.

"hi, my name is Harry Lewis" I say as I stand in front off the hole class and everyone is just staring at me, my voice is shaking and I know people noticed now nervous I am

"don't be nervous, we are all nice here" the teacher tells me as she smiled at me

"I don't really know what I should say" I tell her as I just want to go and sit down again

"where are you from?" she asks me

"I just moved here from Guernsey, that is an island near France"

"so you fuck your sister then?" some kid shouts at me and people start laughing at me, making me feel even worse than I already did, of course they would use the inbreed joke against me, I knew they would, I don't know what else I was expecting, I just look at the teacher and ask her if I can go back to my seat now.

"so you are not even going to answer the question?" the boy asks me again as he and his mates sit together and laugh, I just look the other way and try not to cry, this is just what I was afraid off, I was hoping that this would not happen on the first day, I don't want to cry, I don't need to cry, I will not show them that I'm hurt, I will not show them that I'm weak.