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Chapter 15

I've been avoiding Simon for the most part for the hole week, telling him that I have something on when I don't, and honestly making my feel like shit, I don't want to do this to him, but I'm just scared, I don't want him to think I'm an idiot or something like that, I just want him to except me and I want to hang out with him, but right now I can't, because I don't want him to know that I like him, and I feel like he is ashamed off being seen with me, as he never talks to me in front off his football mates.

"Harry, wait up" I hear someone call after me as I walk over to the stadium, we are practicing there today as we do for most games, we need to be confident on the field so we can do out best when the games start.

"hey Si" I tell him walking a bit slower so he can catch up

"were you off to?"

"the stadium, we are gonna practice there today"

"can I watch?"

"sure, if you want" I tell him as I just shrug, I actually want to see if Rosie is right, is he looking at me or is he looking at the girls like I thought he was, but let's face it, I hope my sister is right, but that would just make everything so much harder than it needs to be, I'm not gonna be the one that asks him out, I can't do that, I'm still way to shy around him, I need him to make the first move.

"Harry are you alright?"

"yeah, fine"

"you look distracted, is everything OK?"

"yeah, I'm just nervous, like I am for every single time that I have to preform in front off people"

"but you did so good last time, I could not see that you were nervous at all"

"really, I was so pale when we went on, but it was fine, and then I was so caught up in the moment that it was easy"

"good, and there is no reason for you to be nervous, you are very good, even if you are one off the youngest on the team" he smiles as he pats me on the back, I don't know what it is, but I feel kinda strange after he did that, but it felt so right, I don't understand these feelings that I'm having, everything is so confusing to me, I like him so much, but there is just no way that he likes me, I should really stop trying to make him, he likes me as a friend, but it looks like he is ashamed to be my friend.

"thanks" I smile as I look back at him

"now go and kick some ass, show them what you are made off" Simon tells me and I just nod, I don't know how I feel about him watching, I want him to watch me, but at the same time it's so nerve-racking and I feel like I can't do this, I need to get a grip, I need to focus on what I'm about to do, I can't have him cloud my mind up, because I need my head in the game fully, I need to be there for the girls, I don't want to let anyone down, and I don't want anyone to get hurt, we need all our best cheerleaders fit and ready for the game, I need to be ready because everyone needs to be able to count on you, the flyers need you to be ready to catch them, and we need to hit our marks otherwise it will look wrong, there is so much at stake, and the football players actually think that there sport is hard, they should try cheerleading. 

Honest opinion?

Do you think I'm dragging the story to much? 

also I'm lambing at the moment, so updates will be all over the place for the rest off may... sorry <3 much love 

lambing is when the baby lambs are being born in the spring, and my farm is expecting around 750 lambs this year.