look alittle deeper (smytheberry )

morning glory

rachel woke up cuddled up to a sleeping sebastian despite their  conversation last night they didnt have sex they had some fun but rachel lost her nerve to go further. after all she had thought she would be with the same man for the rest of her life that having sex with sebastian was a big thing for her. sebastian had been fine about it after she had tensed up. he had merely wrapped his arms around her kissed her forehead and told her it was okay that he understood and that they could take things as slow as she needed them too.

however as she laid there she turned her face to look at sebastian who was still sleeping she wondered why she had been so nervous last night. she trusted  him more than she had ever trusted anyone she felt that sebastian understood her. jesse didnt like opera he thought it pretentious he didnt like jazz as he said you couldnt sing along to it. she and sebastian shared so many things in common and who was she kidding he might well be the most gorgeous guy on the planet.

" morning" he mumbled

" morning im sor..." rachel started to say but was cut off by him kissing her

" i told you last night its alright stop worrying about it" sebastian said he pulled one arm from round her and stroked her face as he opened his eyes sleepily.

" i shouldnt have..." rachel started to say

" rach i mean this with love shut the hell up last night was amazing i got to see you naked so it was a success to me" sebastian said

" i didnt mean to lead you on " rachel said voicing her main concern

" you didnt im a goodlooking guy i understand you wanted me but you have been through alot i get it" sebastian said before kissing her again.

" so your not mad" rachel said after all she wasnt good at reading men as jesse had proven thst

" let me see i woke up cuddled up to this incredibly beautiful naked woman who i adore why woould i be mad about that" sebastian said

" you adore me" rachel asked surprised at his choice of words

" yes i do i have a confession to make" sebastian said

" ok" rachel said

" from the moment we came here from the tony awards i wanted you i wanted to be the one who made you see not all guys are bad. thruth is when the guys and i went to your apartment to get your things i told jesse that you would be mine" sebastian said

" he said something about me never been yours at the loft" rachel said realising now why jesse had said it

" he did i bet he doesnt get it because he and i are different types of guys bet he thought i wasnt your type which is ridiculous im every girls type. though not every girls my type and seen as im been honest i will admit something else" sebastian said

" what" rachel asked

" the reason the dalton guys came wasnt just because they are my friends thruth is they were the ones i admitted having a crush on you to in high schoo so when i said rachel  berry needs our help they came running  as much for my sake as for yours" sebastian said  as his alarm went off.

" you know i used to have a reputation as a bad boy" sebastian said

" yes i remember " rachel said as he picked up his cell and pressed a button and it began to ring rachel watched as be put a sick voice on all the while smiling at her once the call ended he looked very pleased with himself.

" so has my boss is convinced im sick i think its important that i dont leave the apartment infact it might even be safer if i didnt leave this room" sebastian said cuddling back up to her.

" you are something else" rachel said

" thank you " sebastian said kissing her neck

" are you hungry" rachel asked

" you mean you cant tell" sebastian asked gently nipping her neck

" i meant if you cant leave this room i would go get breakfast and bring it back" rachel said

" no its to dangerous you have to stay here with me" sebastian said giving her a squeeze before letting go of her and getting out of bed rachel couldnt help but look at him in all his naked glory.

" where are you going" rachel asked

"to make breakfast " sebastian said

" i was going to make it" rachel said

" i know but i will be faster at making it than you now stay there i will be back " sebastian said

as rachel laid there she left a mixture of things part of her felt like a woman instead of a frightened shell of herself the other part of her felt like a naughty schoolgirl.

ten minutes later

as a very proud of himself looking sebastian returned carrying a tray he set it down and she saw he had made waffles with blueberry sauce.

" looks good" rachel said

" focus rach i have made breakfast " sebastian said nd she playfully tapped his arm.

" you will have to kiss that better" sebastian said

" oh shut up" rachel giggled

"actually you know your arm ricocheted and hit something else" sebastian said looking into her eyes

"  really well i think the attention i paid to it last night would more than cover it" rachel said as she recalled the fun that they had in bed last night.

" its quite forgetful it needs constant reminding " sebastian said 

they sat eating their breakfast rachel was surprised at how relaxed around sebastian she was she had never felt that way before. fin had dated quinn which has always made her question her on body and looks. brody had been the best looking guy a nyada and she often had wondered why he liked her. jesse had made her feel inferior by treating her like crap. yet wih sebastian she felt comfortable not just around him but with herself too.

" how did you not burn yourself" rachel asked with a giggle after all sebastian was naked

" i wore an apron" sebastian said

" oh" rachel said

" you know Britain has a chef called the naked chef well i have seen his recipes and not only am i hotter i am a much better cook." sebastian said

" im not complaining" rachel said as she tried the blueberry sauce

" so shall we have a day in bed " sebastian asked

" if you want" rachel said

" we should have a disney dvd marathon " sebastian said

" ok" rachel said as they finished eating sebastian moved the tray onto his night stand and snuggled back up tp her.
author notice

hi guys next chapter later today hopefully two chapters by the end of the day.