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Chapter 41: Death

Nakita ko ang pag bukas ng ilaw sa isa sa mga kwarto sa villa "you have to go. Oh And take your bagages with you." Sabi ko habang naglalakad papasok. Nakita ko sa kusina si asungot.

"What are you doing here?" Tanong ko. Hindi sya sumagot bagkus, nakatingin lang sya sa akin.

"Your fiancè called." Nabulunan ako kahit na wala akong kinakain na pagkain o iniinom na tubig man lang.

"How-how did you know that He-"

"That's what he said." Tikip bagang na sagot nito.

"Oh."

"Is that why you don't want me?"Tanong nito. What the hell is he saying. "Or is this all just a joke to you?"

"Go to sleep miller. You're drunk." Kunot noo kong sagot.

"I'm not! Or maybe I am. But this feeling isn't. I know what I'm feeling. Now answer me. Are you taking this just as a joke?" Nakita kong nagagalit na sya. "I have to know. Para alam ko kung dapat ko pa ba tong ipaglaban. Pag sinabi mong hindi, I'll leave you alone."

He'll leave me alone? I don't know why but something felt wrong when I heard him say that. What was it. No. I shouldn't be feeling this way. Tama lang to. He should stay away. Kakasabi ko lang na hindi na ako mang dadamay ng iba. This is not the time for me to be selfish. I should tell him that this is all just a joke. I should tell him so that he will leave me alone.

Pero ano tong nararamdaman ko. Bakit hindi ko masabi. Parang nag iinit ang lalamunan ko, hindi ko mabuka ang bibig ko, hindi ko mahanap ang boses ko. What is this. I can't imagine him going back to his old ways. Just thinking that I won't be a part of his world any longer pains me. Why do I feel this way? What about ethan? Hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko.

"Can't answer huh?" Paalis na sya ng mapansin kong nanginig ang phone ko sa bulsa.

"Where are you?" Tanong agad ni alex pagkasagot na pagkasagot ko sa tawag nya.

"I'm in vigan. Why?"

"Shit. You have to leave. As soon as possible." Medyo magulo pa ang pagkakasabi nya at hindi gaano maintinidhan dahil sa signal

"Ano? Anong nangyayari Alex?"

"They know you're there. I don't know how but you have to fvcking leave." Nanigas ang buong katawan ko sa sinabi nya. Hindi. Bakit... Bakit kailangang ngayon pa ito mangyari? Damn it. Pano na to? I don't know how they were able to track us so we can't leave. If we're going to risk it there's a chance of meeting them in the way. I know what to do.

"Hey. You're my fiancè right?"

"Yes. Why do you sound like that? This is not the time to be asking that question alysa Damn it!" Rinig na rinig ang pag kainis nya.

"Don't be mad. Save me." Sabi ko tsaka ko pinatay ang tawag. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero nakatingin ako kay asungot habang sinasabi ko iyon. Siguro alam ko na nga talaga kung bakit, ayaw ko lang pangalanan. Dahil isang pag tataksil yon kay ethan. Nangako ako na hindi na ako mag mamahal ng iba, pero ano ang ginagawa ko? Hindi ko matanggap na natutuwa ako sa ibang tao. I robbed him off of this chance. What right do I have to feel this way?

"Do you really love me?" Tanong ko sa kanya. Napatigil sya sa paglalakad at napaharap sya sa akin. Bawat pag kawala ko ng salita ay bumibigat ang pakiramdam ko. Alam ko ang dapat kong gawin.

"I do."

"Even if you know nothing about me?" Tanong ko.