thantophobia|| adam banks|| sequel

five

ella conway

luis took me back to his house after the whole incident with the two girls. by now i was sobbing on his arms and he sat criss cross on his bed.
"what happened back there?" luis asked softly as he played with my two braids.
i sniff and begin to control my crying.
"they were saying stuff like how ugly i was and things about charlie and i just flipped. no one talks about my brother like that." i say letting a few tears spill. he gently grabbed my face, putting his hands on my cheeks.
"ella conway. you are absolutely perfect. and yes, i know that i sound cliché but i absolutely mean it. you always put yourself down. so what if those girls say your ugly or not worth it cause they are missing out on everything. ella, i know this is going to be the most selfish thing i say, but i am in love with you and every day i fall more in love with you. so hear me out when i say you are the most beautiful, perfect girl that i have ever met." he says not looking away from my eyes the whole time.
"luis..."
"sh, don't say anything."
he begins leaning in closer and closer.
he kisses me gently on the lips.
i kiss back.
but why
i then one person's name comes to mind
adam...

i pull away quickly.
"luis i can't do this , i love adam. i'm sorry." i say quickly getting up and running out of his door. i run through the streets, sobbing. my make up is definitely running down my face and i probably look even more hideous than usual, but i don't care. i run and i run until i finally reach my house. i burst through the door revealing my mother, dan, charlie, and my whole entire team. i go wide eyed, i didn't know that they would be here.

"ella..." charlie says slowly walking towards me.
i begin to cry again and run up the stairs and into my room, locking the door behind me. i can tell adam that luis kissed me and said all of that stuff to me, he would flip. he would kill luis. and i love luis. he's my best friend and will always be.

knock knock knock

i get up quickly and peak through the door, there stands connie and julie looking at me with sympathetic looks.
"el, what happened?" julie asks.
i sigh, opening the door wider so they can come in.
"luis. i had gotten into a fight with these two girls and he stopped me and took me back to his house. at first everything was ok, he was comforting me. then out of no where he spilled all of his feelings. and i mean ALL. and then he , he kissed me. and at first i kissed back but then i realized how stupid i was and pulled away. i'm so scared, if adam finds out he'll probably break up with me then kill luis." i say crying.

"take a chill pill girl, you are going to be ok. you are worrying yourself to much. you have enough to worry about between dan, your mom, going to high school, you don't deserve anymore extra pressure." connie says rubbing my back. i sob into her chest for a while.

"connie, what if i'm not strong enough to make it through everything that is happening right now. what if one day i just snap?" i ask looking into her eyes, letting a few silent tears fall.

"ella, you will be ok. you are strong enough. hell? you are the strongest girl that i know and have ever met. besides you have all of us, you have the ducks." connie says with a smile. i smile at her.

"thanks girls." i say giving each of them a long hug.
"i don't know what i would do with out you girls." i say with a small laugh. they smile at me .

"girl , i think you need to talk to adam." julie says pouting. i sigh.

"you're right, he deserves to know what is going on." i say nervously.

"we'll get him." connie says dragging julie out of the room. i nervously pick at my nails. what if adam hates me? why if he makes me not talk or hang with luis anymore? or worse, what if he breaks up with me?
my negative thoughts are interrupted by the sound of a soft knock.

"come in." i say softly.
adam walks through the door. he smiles at me which makes me a little less nervous. i gasp, remembering my running make up.

"oh geez , i forgot to take off my make up this is just-" i'm cut off
"ella calm down. you're worrying yourself to much. it's ok , you still look beautiful even if your make up is all over your face." he says. i smile and blush at his way of wording things.

"anyways why did you run in crying like that, you looked heartbroken." adam asks.

i take a deep breathe before beginning.

"i had gotten into a fight with these two girls, luis had found me and pulled me away from the scene so i would get myself hurt more or into trouble . he took me back to his house so i could calm myself down before coming home. but he was comforting me and our connie where he spilled his heat to me. he told me that he loved me and fell more in love with me every day. and i tried to say something but he , he kissed." i say closing my eyes so i wouldn't have to look at adam. adam places a hand on my thigh.

"ella, babe it's ok." adam says softly. i open my eyes quickly.

"really, you're not mad? you're not gonna kill luis? you're not gonna break up with me?" i aka quickly and happily.

"wow wow wow who ever said i was breaking up with you?" adam asks.

"oh i just thought you would break up with me after you found out about luis kissing me." i say softly.

"ella, i could never be mad at you
i love you."

✨ || why am i so inactive wtf ||
✨ || school has been sooo hard + soccer + boy drama, life has been pretty hectic. ||
✨|| anyways i'll be updating more often , i love you guys 💕 ||