thantophobia|| adam banks|| sequel

seven

ella conway

i woke up that next morning to banging on my door, loud banging. i clumsily get out of bed and make my way down the stairs. i swing the door open, revealing a worried ava.
"oh hey ava." i say with a smile. my smile drops when i notice that she is worried.
"what's wrong avz?" i ask
"it's hans."
and with those words i ran through the streets of my town , running in my pajamas to hans' shop.

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"what! what do you mean he's dead?" i scream in anger.
"ella you have to calm down." coach says putting an arm around my shoulders but i quickly slap it away. i look at hans' store with tears falling from my eyes. i turn on my heals and run and run and run. i didn't know where i was going but it was definitely some where far. hans was one of the only people who actually cared about me and understood my feelings. i can't believe he's actually gone...
i sit down on a park bench in a little playground. i put my head in my hands and let out small sobs. i jump as someone puts their hand on the small of my back. i look up meeting the eyes of adam. i sigh realizing that it is him. i quickly pull my head into his chest and continue sobbing. as i sob, he runs his fingers through my hair and whispers sweet things to me.
"he's really gone." i whisper, looking into adams eyes.
"i know hun, but you'll be ok, i promise." he whispers to me grabbing my cheeks and looking into my eyes.
"i love you." he says
"i love you too."

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we all stand there silently as coach lays hans' duck jersey on his casket. i hold back a sob at the sight of this. he pats it before walking back into the small crowd of people that are here for the funeral. charlie turns quickly and begins walking away. i leave and run over to him. by now he is sitting my the small river. we sit down on the grass and for the first time since my dad left, i see charlie crying.
"oh char." i say pulling him into a hug.
"god i miss him, a lot." he sobs into my arms. i cry silently, trying to stay strong and not fall apart for charlie's sake. i play with his hair and tell him constantly what adam had told me a few days before, everything will be ok.
"charlie i promise you everything will be ok, i'm always going to be here for you and so is the rest of the team." i say. he lifts his head up and looks at me with red puffy eyes. just looking into his eyes you could tell how broken he really was, he loved hans. i mean so did i, but him and charlie they had something real special. he smiles at me which makes me smile.
"see , you're smiling." i say with a smile.
"how are you holding up?" charlie asks putting an arm around my shoulder as we look out at the river. i sigh.
"i guess ok, like i said i have the team and you, yet i'm still hella stressed and i don't even know why. plus i miss hans a lot. feels like yesterday we were getting all of our new equipment when we didn't even have proper jerseys." i say with a giggle, referring back to when we had first started playing hockey with coach. charlie lets out a small laugh.
"they were the good old days sis." he sighs. i return the sigh as i lay my head on his shoulder.
"yeah, the good old days."

💜heyyy my people
💜sorry this is so short:/, i love you all