After drinking for a bit I stand up and I exit the building, I need to go for a run. Its about two in the morning so I decide to just run around the city. I go into an alley and I pull off my skinny jeans and my black sweater before shifting. I know that technically its against wolves law to be seen by a human but I still take the risk. I mean because why not?
If a human sees me I can just kill them or shift them.
I shake the thoughts out of my mind and I begin running around the city. I stay in the shadows and the back roads so no cameras or humans can see me.
l make my way back to the alley and I shift back before changing back into my clothes. I slide down the side of the wall and I set my head on my knees.
All the wolves I've ever met say they love being a wolf but not me. I hate being a wolf, I just wish I was normal. I don't have connections with normal girls. People say its because I haven't found my mate yet. Whatever who cares about mates anyways? Well I don't, that's for sure.
I stand up and I walk out of the alley. I'm a bit tipsy so I should go home before I decide to get drunk. I sigh and I begin walking down the street. Its like five in the morning at this point and I don't think the pack is doing anything today.
I'm the beta so I should probably be there all day but screw them. I pull open the door to my apartment and I begin walking up the stairs.
Life sucks. The only way I feel happy is when I hurt someone.
I unlock my apartment door and I walk in. I turn around and I close the door before locking it.
Maybe I should ask my grandpa about a way to no longer be a wolf.
I walk over and I fall down on my couch.
I don't know why my head is going to dark places. I don't really know anything at this point. I'm just so mad or am I?
I sigh and I lie down.
I get these thoughts sometimes. They usually go away after awhile. I close my eyes and I wait for sleep to engulf me.
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That's Not My Mate
Hombres LoboJasper is sixteen years old and apart of a wolf based gang. His parents and even his grandparents wanted him to stay but Jasper loved the violence too much. (This is the third book of The Heart Broken Mater series. You don't have to read the other b...