Forgive Me , Maybe ?

Chapter 6

I was sitting on my bed  watching Netflix when I hear a notification from my phone . 
Future baby daddy: listen Marla I apologize for what went on this morning.plz don't be mad at me 
Oh.my. God. This is Shawn . Shawn is messaging me . Omg what do I do . My heart started beating so quick . He's thinking about me .my crush ,for like 5 years now has my number . Oh $hit I still haven't answered . Maybe I should me petty .
Marla : hmm

Future baby daddy: Marla come on,don't be like that.

Marla : how'd you get my number

Future baby daddy: Marla I'm seriously sorry, plz forgive me , I wasn't trying to hurt you . I know I shouldn't have slept with you knowing I wasn't ready ,or I should've told you I just wanted a quickie  with no strings attached but plz Marla , I swear I'll do anything to make it up to you . 

Marla: ok but how'd you get my number tho . That's my question ?

Future baby daddy: I got it from my sister ,Marla plz
Hmm it seem like we both got each other's phone number from the same source.except I had to sneak it from her phone when she was in the bathroom.

Marla : whatever

Future baby daddy : don't be like that , what can I do to make it up to you .

Marla: nun

Future baby daddy: Marla plz

Marla : fine ,take me to IHOP tm.

Future baby daddy: sure I'll pick you up tm at 9:00

Marla: k then bye .

Wait does that mean it's a date . Oh shoot what I'm I going to wear . Maybe my red lil red strapless dress . No I don't want to seem to easy . I'll just go with jeans, but which ones .the light ripped ones or the black ones .the black ones ,With my grey v-neck from pink shirt .
I can't wait for tomorrow I thought while I started jumping on my bed  until I got tired. I Laid down and started to relax with a smile on my face .

I was turning around when I heard the doorbell . Hugh I literally just found a comfortable position.why now ?
I groaned and started walking down the stairs. I hear the doorbell ring again  . I opened the door and saw the boy that my brother was with  .

" oh it's you ,isn't it a little late for you to be over here " I said to him with a long face while I glare .

" could i just speak to James please , I'm not here to bother you or anything"

I looked at him he looked like he's been crying, awww he looks so adorable. My brother has good taste . Man, that means I can't b$tch at him right now .
I moved out the way so that he could enter, after he did . I closed the door  and slowly  turn around to face him  cause well this is awkward, I don't really know what to do when a person is crying.

I'm the type of person who would ask someone if they're ok and hope they say yes even if they're not cause it get very awkward for me if they don't , I don't know what to do in situations like this.
"Ummm are you ok " please say yes ,please say yes ,please say yes .

"No , is James here ?" He replied with watery eyes .
" I think so ,check his room upstairs "

" K" he ran upstairs and stared at his back .  Well  that was ... something .

I walked into the kitchen took a cup and put it under the water dispenser connected to the fridge , I was about to
Drink when I heard feet running down the stairs. A minute later I saw a tiny figure at the entrance of the kitchen with tears running down his face . He looked up at me with sad eyes and said while rubbing one with his wrist .
" he's not in his room "

" oh than he must have left while I was sleeping , you can stay and wait for him , I don't mind "

"You sure"
"Yea "
He walked out and sat on the couch and played with his fingers . I looked to the side and saw a box of pizza . I walked over to it looked inside and saw  4 slices . I just realized that I haven't eaten anything but ice cream all day .

I walked back out to the living room and asked "umm there's pizza if you want some "

"Oh sure" he said looking up at me with a sad smile .

"Im gonna  heat it up for us real quick,I'm coming" I said turning back towards the Kitchen. I picked up the pizza slices put them on a large plate and covered it . After I closed it and picked on the button that said pizza I waited a minute and a half or so than took it out and brought it on the small table in the living room . I gave him a small smile and placed the pizza on the small table. I picked up one slice and put it to my mouth while he picked one up . 
"I'm Jude "by away he said  with a small voice. After wards he took a bite . He is so adorable.i just want to pick him up and squeeze him . But I don't know him like that yet. But I will ,I know I will , after all he is sleeping with my brother. 

"I'm Marla " I replied after swallowing.

"I know James talks about you a lot."

" well good things I hope "

" no ,not really , he says that  you're annoying and that you b$tch about everything "

"I'm not surprised he is James after all" I said rolling my eyes . He laugh a little and took another bite .i couldn't help but stare at his lips , they look so juicy and pink . Not as juicy as Shawn's but they were juicy enough.

" I wonder what it would be like to kiss you "
He laughed a little again than answered "if you did James would kill you "