Forgive Me , Maybe ?

chapter 14

" So Marla , did you actually think you were gonna f*ck my boyfriend and just get away with it " 

I looked to the side and she was sitting on one of the benches with her legs crossed and Alexis standing right next to her . I looked behind me and I saw two cheerleaders standing there.

"Look I just wanted to drop of the cheer uniform " 

" what just like you wanted my boyfriend "

" I never wanted your boyfriend, I ...I still don't , please just let me go" I said in a pleading voice

" why should I ? "

" please " I said In a low voice with my eyes beginning to water . She got up and started walking towards me , I started backing up as she got closer .  But one of the cheerleaders pushed me back towards her .  Grabbed me by my shirt and pulled me harshly towards her as she backed up then pushed me against the lockers. 

She then stood in front of me ,invading my personal space as she put her one of her  knees on the one  side of me . If someone didn't know any better they would have thought we were making love . She then lays her head on the locker with her chin on my shoulder as she caresses the side of my cheek .

"Why Marla ? Why would you do that to me , I loved you . Did you know that , you were like a sister to me ." She whispered " do you think I would ever , ever  do that to you ".

I kept my mouth shut as tears started streaming down my face .

" ANSWER ME YOU WHORE !" She screamed which caused me to flinch and shake my head .

" ok then why would you do it to me ? " she said with her voice breaking down.  She picked up her head and looked at me straight in the eyes , I saw hurt writing all over her face . "Why Marla ? Why ". 

"I'm sorry , I really am , I swear if I could've taken it back I would "

"But you can't now can you ?" Then she laughed . She grabbed me by the front of my hair and slammed me it into the lockers . " and then your h*e ass has the f*cking  audacity  to try to get with my brother !"  She grabbed me by my hair again and slammed me into the floor .  

All I knew afterwards was to block my face , I was getting  kicked and punched from every angle possible . I was just on the curled up on the ground praying that they would stop . 

A couple more minutes later I hear Alexis say to leave the lil hoe on the ground and something along the lines of practice.  The blows towards me started to slow down up until nothing.  I decided to remove my hands and look up but what surprised me was the fact that lully was bent in front of my head and she started punching me in the face.

"Lully stop , we're done we need to go !" 

"I hate her ! , I hate her so much Alexis " she said breaking down in front of me . All I did was cower back down and curled up into a ball blocking my face .  

Alexis came in front of me and said to her " I know baby , I know "  she started to walk away with her ,but lully didn't leave until she gave me one last kick to the ribs . 

I made sure they were gone when I stated to limp quickly to my car . When I got in I just started to drive home with tears running down my face and pain from all over . 

When I reached home , I just ran up to my room and locked the door , I slid down on the floor and began to bawl my eyes out . I was there for like an hour until I decided to get up  and take a bath .  I walked into the bathroom turned on the water and started to squeeze life out of my soap . I was angry at myself , I was angry for ever associating with Ian , I was angry for sleeping with him , I was angry for hurting lully , I was not angry at them for beating me , I wasn't angry at them cause I deserved it .