Forgive Me , Maybe ?

chapter 10

I ordered some  strawberry and cream pancakes with a side of hash browns, eggs and sausage . he ordered the red velvet pancakes with a side of  t-bone steak and egg . we were waiting  for food  and I was getting impatient . 

" gosh  I swear this is the last time that I'm ever eating here . I know that I've said that the last 20 times but this time I mean it !"

"so the last 20 times you didn't mean it?" Shawn said with a teasing smile .

" Shawn! this is no time for games , I am dying over here " I replied getting irritated . he sticks his hand and his pocket and pulled out a Kit Kat and handing it to me  "Marla eat a Kit Kat you get a little cranky when your hungry ," 

I yanked the Kit Kat out of his hand ,opened it and took a bite harshly .

"better?"

"no! f*ck you !  that's not even the right commercial , that commercial was for a snickers bar you idiot "I said yelling and laughing . 

"same thing" he replied. l the waitress came with our food and put it in front of us . we finished eating and he payed our bills . we were walking back to his car when he asked if he could take me somewhere .I said yes. I mean its not like I had anything else to do anyway . I was just gonna go home and sulk about losing my bestfriend and losing my spot on the cheer squad . I entered the car and put on my seatbelt.  I pulled out my phone and realized that I had received a text from jessi stating that she had done everything she could to make them change their minds about kicking me out but they're still going  do it and that they are holding auditions for my spot next Wednesday.

I put my phone away with tears threatening to fall down my cheeks . you know what I don't even care , I still got my brother and I can draw I  still have the option joining the art club  . plus im a bad b*tch , they can't break me . 

"Marla are you ok ? what's wrong babe ? " did he just call me babe. 

"babe?" I replied with a questioning look . he blushed , I took that as my chance to tease  .
"Well BABE  " putting emphasis on the word." your sister decided to kick me off the team  "

" um Marla I know that's its not my business or anything but did you actually sleep with Ian , I mean that's what she said but I don't know if I should believe her or not , I mean I should believe her because I know she wouldn't make up something like that but I just want to hear it from you to make sure  , I mean you do get around , I wouldn't be surprised if you did sleep with him but what did surprised me was the fact that she said you did it and while she was dating him and if that truly happened that would be a new low but I just want to hear it from you if it actually happened ." 

"I get around huh "

"Marla that's not what I meant , it's just that ....."

" It's just that what ? I'm a slut , I'm a whore right? "

" Marla it's not that, it's ..."

"Its what Shawn ? it's what? "   I yelled .

" I would tell you if only you would stop cutting me off."  

"Is that why you don't want to date me Shawn?! you think I get around , you know what, to answer your question I did sleep with Ian! we did f*ck ! and guess what I enjoyed the sh*t out of it Shawn ! he came at me and I didn't f*cking  say no! you know what ? maybe I am a whore , maybe I do "get around" as you like to call it , mayb..."

next thing I knew he's lips were on mine  he tasted like orange juice , this is first time in year that I realized how good orange juice was .He put his hand on my chin and held my face close to his .After a couple of more seconds he pulled away.

"No Marla , the reason that I don't want to be with you right now is because  when I broke up with kernel , she claimed she was pregnant , I don't know if it's true or not or even if I am the father of the baby if she really is pregnant . I just didn't want to drag you into my mess ."

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