Forgive Me , Maybe ?

Chapter 7

We babbled for a little longer , which included me flirting cause I seriously wanted to kiss his pretty little lips.
James walked through the doors a while later .
" Marla can your little b*tch ass park your freaking car correctly, your not the only one in this .... oh hey baby " he started yelling  then a small smile  was placed on his lips when he realized Jude was sitting in front of me .

Jude's eyes started to water again when he saw James  , he stood up  With quivering lips , ran into James  and hugged him tightly . I can't help but wished I had that , I shouldn't be jealous  but I am .

"Hey baby what's wrong "he asked with a soft voice and sad look of worries placed on his face .

" my parents ... kicked.... me out " he replied in between hiccups .

" aw baby I'm so sorry " my brother responded . Ok I take it back I don't want this . I felt so sorry for him .

"Don't be it isn't your fault "

" you can always stay here , I mean our parents are barely home anyways, " I said with a sad shrug putting my two sense in .

" she's right  , we can always share my room " my brother added .

" thank you so much , I don't want to be a bother though , you guys don't have to do this  , I could always stay at the shelter "  he replied glued to my brother's side .

" Jude babe , I would never let you stay at a shelter,  I have a job. I would rather rent an apartment for you than to ever let you stay in a shelter."  James said looking at Jude , straight into he's soul.
If only I could find a man like my brother I thought , wait ....... eww that would be.....  ewww  just ew.

Jude turned a dark shade of red with , a small grin on he's pretty pink lips that he is trying to hide .

" hey James what would you do if I kissed Jude "  I said looking at his lips

" I would beat your ass , is what I'll do ," he said with an angry look .
I looked at him than looked back at Jude , he had  turned completely red , redder than tomato ketchup. I looked down at his lips again and licked mine.

"I'm serious Marla , he's off limits " he said with a serious look on his face .

"Fine" I screamed with a pout played on my lips and stomped up the stairs.

Jude's pov
My heart ached at the fact that my parents put me out the house .  I knew it was coming , it was expected,but it's just so hard to believe . I knew I wasn't going to get a good reaction when they saw me with makeup on , they weren't supposed to see me with it , why today out of all days , they decided to come home early ?
I remember  James dropping me off after his football practice cause I usually stay and watch  my baby play . He dropped me home, I watch him drive away and turn to walk in , I didn't look at the driveway because I'm use to them not being here, I walked into the house and saw my father ,I broke into a smile, I was happy because it's been a while since I've seen him  but when he saw me , I saw disappointment , sadness and anger in his eyes . which left me wondering for a minute .

then I realized .

''dad .. I ...'' 

'' don't dad me , you disgusting faggot , what the f*ck is on your  face !'' he said  just as my mom walked into the room .  

" Howard how dare you talk to my son like that!"

" Michelle he's gay"

As she turned to me there was not one hint of disappointment in her eyes. Instead I think I saw a little pride? " Aw baby you finally came out!" She leans over and hugs me so tight I cant breathe.

The shock and disgust on my dads face almost made me want to laugh. "Your ok with that? Your just as disgusting as he is" my dad says as he making his way to the door. With his hand on the doorknob and fury in his eyes he turns to me and says "You have by the end of the day to get out of my house" With that he walks out leaving my mother crying and me trying to figure out where the hell to go.