Forgive Me , Maybe ?

Chapter 16

My mom was staring at my brother with astonishment written all over her face .

"Mom!, I... I didn't know you were coming today " he said as Jude is getting of of him as fast as possible and him standing up .

"Your gay ?! "

"I wanted to tell you but.. " James started to say but got cut off .

" I can't believe this ! Your gay!" She yelled " how long ?how long have you been gay ? , my son , my only son is going to hell !? I have done so much for you , so much and this is how you repay me ! By fucking dudes ?! How ? How can you do this to me ? I carried you for nine months ! Nine long fucking months , I knew I should've aborted you ! Get out , get the fuck out of my house !! She screamed .

"Mom!" I yelled astonished by what she said to him . James was looking at her with sadness , if you looked close enough you can see the tears forming in his eyes.

I turned to look at mom and saw her pacing back and forth Confounded . "I am confusion "

" um that's not the proper English mam " I hear Jude whisper . Really,now does he really think that now is the time to point out grammar issues .

" you " she said pointing to Jude with an accusing tone . " you turned him gay didn't you ! It's your fault that he's gay isn't it ! You , you dirtied him ,you ruined him you little prick !"

" mom , you can't give someone gayness , that's impossible, it is not Jude fault that I like men !" James said defending his boyfriend.

" now your disrespecting me ! What has he done to you ? You are dead to me ! Get out of my house !" She screamed close to tears ."now !"

Tears were falling out of my brothers eyes when my mom suddenly burst out laughing hysterically.

"I'm just f*cking with you , you should have seen your faces . She said dying of laughter . "Come here give momma a hug " she said walking to James who was standing their with his mouth gaped .

"I missed you baby, " she said while hugging him . "and who is this ?" She said looking at Jude with a smile .

" oh um mom this is my boyfriend Jude , he has been staying here for a while now . He's parents king of disagreed with him being gay and all " James said while rubbing the back of his head .

"It's funny how the choices in this house are made without my approval " she said glaring at Jude and I , then she turned back to Jude " it's nice to meet you Jude ."

" it's nice to meet you to mrs Johnson " Jude replied with a smile .

"Oh nonsense you can call me mom " my mom said.

"Hey , how come he get to call you mom and I have to call you by your first name ". Shawn said faking offends. I forgot that he was even here .

" well his cuter than you so" my mom responded

all of us burst out laughing except for Shawn, he frowned . I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his waist .

"Don't listen to her , you are the most handsome and the sexiest man in the world" I said then got on my tippy toes and whispered in his ear . " plus you have the biggest dick I've ever taken "

He looks taken aback then turned a wonderful shade of red which caused me to laugh .

"So mom your ok with James being Gay and all?"I asked .

"You ask that question as if I could change the fact that he is . Even if I didn't agree I would just have to deal with it cause I don't want to lose my son ." She said wrapping her arms around him ." Can you believe he was 11 pounds ? He literally ripped my vagina." She shuddered " every time I think about it , it feels like it was yesterday.

"I love you mom , " he said as he hugged her back , "now I only have to come out to dad "

"Your dads not living here anymore , we got a divorce so he's approval does not matter " she said with a sad smile .

"What ?!what happened? Where is he ? !"

"Well he and I got a divorce, he cheated on me" she said almost close to tears .

"Oh my god ! Mom I'm so sorry ! I didn't know , why would he do that ? " he said outraged. " I can't believe he would do something like that !"

"It's ok , I'm ok , I'm over him , or at least I'm getting there" she said reassuring him . "Ok so enough said, " I m gonna through a big dinner tonight, what do you guys want to eat .

"No!"both James and I screamed .

Jude , Shawn and mom stared at us as if we had two heads .

" I mean.... we .. were not hungry "

"Yea we already ate !" James add in .

"No we didn't " Jude said with a confused look .

"Yes we did" I said through my teeth.

"Marla all you are was a donuts and a bunch of snack , that's not food " Shawn adds in . Is he serious right now does he not know that I'm just trying to save him.

"Ok mom I'm gonna get to the point . You can't cook ." I said scratching the back of my head .

"Marla !That's mean! You can't just say that to someone , especially your mother!" , Jude said with his pretty little lips . Gosh I'm still obsessing over his lips what is wrong with me ?