Chapter 11

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"What do you mean ? she's pregnant , so you basically have a baby on the way "  I replied breathing heavily "that is a lot to take in"

" I know  i just didn't want you to get involved in my bullsh*t , i swear Marla , i want to be with you as much as you want to be with me "



" You know just cause you have a baby momma doesn't mean we can't be together , we can still try the relationship out before we just canceled it out completely ." i said in a low voice with an unsure tone . 

" Are you sure , cause i really wouldn't mind that " he exclaimed  a little too happily with wide eyes .

I  reach over and kissed him on his juicy lips , and pulled away as a way of saying yes I am sure . he smiled and pulled me back and kissed me hard , it turned into a bit more when  one of his hands started to travel down my waist .It stayed their for a while and we kept making out .his hand moved to the front of my jeans and he started to slowly unbutton my jeans, I let him  slip his hand in and it  lightly touched my clit , I moaned  into his mouth and raised my hips, he rubbed it for a little while longer  and took it out he put both of his hands on my hips kissed me gently  then raised my hips and  pulled  down my  pants . He looked down .then back up to my eyes , and back down and burst out laughing . 

I sat there asking him why he was laughing  so hard but then i looked down and realized I was wearing granny panties with little barbie  cartoons  as a design on them . I turned into a shade of red that was never seen before . I quickly pull my pants back up with my mouth hanging open out of shock . I couldn't even think straight . i looked to my left and saw Shawn  looking as red as me but with tears in his eyes 

" Hugh fan of barbie huh" 

"shut up "I exclaimed looking out the window 

" It looks cute on you "

"fuck you !" 

"  what , Im just saying"

"be quiet , lets just forget it ever happen "

" forget what the fact that you still wear barb...."

" YES SHAWN YES FORGET THAT !" I  yelled trying hard not to smile .

"hmmm" he hummed  and started the car . he started driving and I reached to put on the radio . waiting games  by banks started playing , I loved that song . not even a  minute later  he reached over and turned the music off . I glared at him  and put it back on . He reach over again  and turned it off. 

" Shawn , is there a problem "I said in between my teeth and glaring at him .

" No , why ?"  he  responded with a slight  smile .

" because you keep turning off the radio "

" Oh , no I just simply feel  like it is disrespectful for a person to open someone else's  radio  without asking them first " 

"Oh really ? well i feel like it's disrespectful for someone to turn off a radio that someone else was listening too,."

" well at least i don't wear  barbie underwear "
" Shawn , I asked you to stop ". I said with a pout . He looked at me smiled then grab my bottom lip with his teeth. I smiled which made him release my lip and he peeked me on my nose . Just at that moment my phone vibrated
I picked it up and looked at the screen and it was a message from Alexis stating that I'm no longer on the team which I knew about already and I need to bring my uniform after school .

"You ok?" Shawn asked beside me while rubbing my thighs "your whole demeanor changed in less than five seconds ".
"I'm k " I replied close too tears . I'm not gonna let them fall , they're not gonna fall, I'm not weak ,  I'm not going to cry because of them again ,

Shawn pulled over to the side of the road and turned off the car . He reached over , unbuckled my seatbelt and pulled me to his lap . 
I sat on top of him chest to chest with my legs on either side of his thighs.

"Wanna talk about it ?" I shook my head saying no . He pulled me into a hug with my forehead resting on the crook of his neck .  I couldn't take it anymore , I started bawling my eyes out .
"It's ok , it's ok , let it out " he was whispering while rubbing my back .

"They ... kic... kicking me .... off the cheer .... te... team " I said in between hiccups.

"Aw baby , it's ok , you'll be ok I promise " 
" you sure "
" yes , you are a strong and independent woman "
I laughed lightly and said " strong ? I'm crying because of a stupid cheerleading team "
" babe crying don't make you weak ,  it just shows that your human and you have feelings "
I smiled into his neck and kissed it lightly. 
" wanna go to Dave and busters?"

"Nah , I like chuck e cheese better " I replied  I'm a teasing tone .

" hmm , I'm not surprised , you still wear Barbie underwear "

"Your never gonna let that go are you ".

"Nope "

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