Lenoras POV
I was sceared to death during the whole ride to the restaurant because I thought that I was way too heavy to sit on Chris lap. But everytime I looked up he just smiled at me. When we parked at the restaurant I could feel my anxiety rising. I stepped out of the door and Ricky took my hand imidiatly. Ryan came with an angry face looked at me than at Ricky and kissed my check real quick. I could feel myself become the colour of a tomato. Chris slaped Rickys hand away from mine and led me inside. It was a beautiful restaurant ,yet i was completly anxious. We sat down and a waitress came with the menus and handed each of us one. I carefully looked through the different kinds of food they offer and was relieved when I saw a salad. I looked around and admired this beautiful restaurant as the waitress caught my eye. She pulled down her top and pushed her tits up a bit than straightened her back and walked over to our table. "Have you guys already decide yet?" she asked in a sickly sweet voice. The guys all ordered than she looked at me "and you?" "oh ehm can i please have a coke zero and the salad without dressing please." she note it down and left than I turned my gaze back to the table. "So lenora tell us something about yourself." cheered Ryan. I looked up and saw that all 5 were looking at me. "Uhm well theres not really much to tell. I live with my parents and my sis but they are almost never home so you could say i live alone and uhm you already met my best friend so yea thats kinda it." i told them. "How old are you?" "Have you a boyfriend?" "What do you work as?" the guys asked me all at once. "I'm 19. No i dont have a boyfrien. I'm not working right now." I answered all of the questions at once.
Than our food arrived and the guys tucked in like there is no tomorrow. I however examine my food carefully and try to let some of it fall to the ground withiut the boys noticing. "Why dont you have a job?" Ryan asked with his mouth full. I tensed up a bit "personal reasons" they all looked at me but nobody said anything. We finished our meal, well they did I havent even taken a bite and left.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Chris POV
"Today was our final show of this tour so ill stay here for a bit. If you want we can hang out tomorrow again." i asked her in the hope that she would say yes.
She looked surprised at me but nodded her head. "Alright I'll pick you up at 12" i said while turning around and walking to the car. I saw her closing the housedoor and smiled to myself.Lenoras POV
I closed the door and run upstairs and purged all the uneaten food into the toilet. As i havent been eating anything for days nothing came out. I sat on the toilet and flushed. I looked at my phone and saw it was already 1am. I should defenetly go sleeping if Chris is picking me up so early tomorrow.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Chris POV
"Ey why did you do this? You knew I liked her also" Ricky complained to me. "If you like her than why dont you also ask her out she can decide herself if she wants anyone of us." i explained him tiredly and closed my eyes.
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City Lights
FanfictionLenora is a 19 year old girl who suffers from more than just one mental illness. What happens when her biggest idols find out about her problems? Can they save her or will they push her away like everybody else does.