City Lights

secrets

I ran back into the tour bus from MIW and directly up into my bunk. I reached for my blades and quickly walked to the bathroom to fullfill my dark desires.
I opened the door and walked back downstairs to lay down on the couch. I must have fallen asleep because when I opened my eyes again it was already dark outside. I sighed and stood up. "Guys?" I waited for a response but soon realised that they weren't back yet so I decided to cook dinner for them.  Just as I added the chicken into the pan I heard them walking inside the bus. "Guys. Do you smell this?" he heard Chris say. Everybody was silent for a second befor the guys yelled all at once "food" and stormed to the kitchen. She couldn't hold in her laughter as she saw them running up to her to see what she was making. "So I guess I was right that youd be hungry?" she asked them. Suddenly 2 arms wrapped around me and i got lifted up from the floor. I squicked and got put down again. Chris's arms were still wrapped around me as he kissed me on my cheek. "Thank God we have you" he said. I blushed and ordered them to sit down so I could finish cooking the food. When I thought that it was done I placed it on their plates and brought it to them. "Thanks" everyone said while already tugging in. I sat down next to ghost with just a glass of water in front of me. Nobody said anything but I could feel Chris stare at me. They talked about what to do for the night and I zoomed out thinking about what Oli said befor. My thoughts got interrupted as a sharp pain shot through my leg. I looked at it and saw Ghost's hand laying there while he looked at me. Obviously he asked me something but I had no clue what. As he saw the painful look across my face he instantly removed his hand and gave me a knowingly look. I pleaded him with my eyes not to say anything in front of the others and he barely nodded his head. I relaxed a bit and looked around if somebody noticed anything but they were too occupied by shoveling food into their mouths. When they finished I took all of the tableware and started doing the dishes. Everyone except Ghost were in the livingroom watching tv. "Devin look. I'm sorry but can you please forget about this?" I asked him without turning away from the sink. "I'm afraid not. Last time I remember you ended up trying to kill yourself and I wont let it get that far away. If I notice you doing this again I'm going to tell Chris." I turned around and looked at him with horror. "You can't tell Chris!" I whisper screamed at him. "He will completely freak out if he knew and you are just as much as I am aware of the fact!" he looked with sad eyes at me. "Yes I know this. But you need to stop it. For now your secret is safe with me but do it again and I'll tell him" and with that he left the kitchen. I stared numbly at the ground not knowing what just happened. Ghost was always the one who understood her but now he is forcing her to stop or else hed tell Chris and God knows how much he would freak out. I finished doing the dishes and walked up to my bunk. It was a long day and I just wanted to escape into the wonderful world of dreaming.

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Sorry guys I know it's a short chapter I'll upload another one tonight